Student Voices (2023 – 2025)

Servanthood, sacrifice, and self-improvement. These were the cornerstones of Mdm Teu’s life, values she carried with quiet strength and grace. As our silent mentor, she gave her final and most selfless lesson—one that will stay with me for the rest of my life.

When I first joined the Silent Mentor Program, I treated it as just another requirement. I was nonchalant, detached, and—to my shame—lacking empathy. The idea of visiting our silent mentor’s family felt like a formality, something unnecessary. Why should we delve into their personal lives? I couldn't see the purpose then. But that changed the moment I stepped into Mdm Teu’s home. It was not just a house; it was a living testament to a woman deeply loved. Her husband’s quiet grief, her sons’ pride and sorrow as they shared stories, her friends’ laughter tinged with tears—all these revealed the kind of person she was. Mdm Teu was not just our silent mentor; she was a wife, a mother, a friend, a human being who had touched so many lives. And now, even in death, she was touching ours.

Each day we prepared her body, I began to understand the depth of her sacrifice. Her body, once a vessel of life and love, became a bridge for medical education—a gift beyond measure. We practiced sutures and procedures, skills essential for saving lives, all because of her. With each moment spent cleaning her body, I felt an unspoken dialogue between us, as if she were teaching us something far greater than anatomy: the value of humility, gratitude, and humanity. The sending-off ceremony was the most heart-wrenching moment. As her family gathered around, their tears flowed freely, and their pain became ours. In that moment, it struck me: Mdm Teu’s body was not just a gift to us as medical students; it was her family’s most precious goodbye. The depth of their love and loss was laid bare, and I felt utterly humbled. How could I have been so blind to the humanity behind this program?

Mdm Teu’s sacrifice opened my eyes to a truth I had ignored: Medicine cannot exist without empathy. It is not just about curing disease or performing procedures; it is about seeing the person behind the illness, understanding their story, and cherishing their humanity.

This programme has forever changed me. It taught me discipline, teamwork, and, above all, the sacred responsibility we have as healers. Mdm Teu taught me that every patient we meet carries a story—of love, loss, and a life lived fully. To honor her legacy, I will carry this lesson with me in every patient I treat.

To Mdm Teu and her family, I am profoundly grateful. Her life, her sacrifice, and her final act of generosity have carved into me a new understanding of what it means to heal. Mdm Teu gave me more than knowledge; she gave me a heart.

John Leong Yung En (UM_U2005554)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Program was a transformative and humbling experience that deeply enriched my journey as a medical student. This body donation program me offered me an unparalleled opportunity to learn practical skills and medical procedures firsthand—something that textbooks alone could never replicate. The chance to work with a Silent Mentor, someone who selflessly donated their body for our education, was both an honour and a profound responsibility.

Initially, I felt nervous about participating in this program. The idea of working directly with a donor’s body brought a mix of apprehension and uncertainty. However, as the program unfolded, I became more comfortable and developed a deeper sense of purpose. The structured approach and supportive environment created by the team ensured that I could focus on learning and honouring the donor’s legacy. I was able to practice procedures such as suturing, injections, and more under expert guidance, and this hands-on experience helped bridge the gap between theory and practice.

What stood out most to me was the respect and dignity with which the entire team approached the Silent Mentor. This wasn’t just a scientific exercise—it was a tribute to the life and generosity of the donor. Meeting the family of my Silent Mentor and learning about their background and personal history added a profoundly human element to the experience. It reminded me that behind every donation lies a story, a life lived with hopes and dreams, and a family that made the courageous decision to support medical education. I was deeply moved by how meticulously the donors were cared for.

Cleaning and preparing them every morning became a ritual that reinforced the respect and gratitude we all felt. This level of care was not just an act of professionalism; it reflected the values that this program instils in its participants. This program taught me more than just clinical skills. It reminded me of the importance of empathy, respect, and gratitude in the medical profession. As I practiced various procedures, I was acutely aware that I was learning from someone’s final act of generosity. It was a stark reminder of the trust and responsibility placed in us as future healthcare providers.

The Silent Mentor Program is truly a golden opportunity. It provided me with invaluable practical experience while emphasizing the importance of human connection in medicine. I am grateful to have been part of such a meaningful initiative. This experience has left an indelible mark on me, and I will carry the lessons I’ve learned—both technical and ethical—throughout my career. In conclusion, this program is more than just a learning platform; it is a profound reminder of the selflessness that forms the foundation of medical education and practice. I feel immense gratitude to my Silent Mentor and their family for their gift, and I hope to honour their legacy by becoming a compassionate and skilled doctor.

Nurhanna Syafirin Binti Mohd Hafarizam (UM_17205968)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Silent mentor has been in my bucket list before graduating from UM MBBS since I enrolled in 1st year. I thought that it would be a unique and valuable experience to join especially since UM is one of the few institutions that carry out this program.

Now, I am in my final year, and I finally got the chance to join. My expectations were completely different to what I experienced but in a good way. I expected this program to give insight and exposure to surgical skills and better equip us to become competent doctors. While that was true, I eventually realised that there was a bigger objective and learning point to it than that.

This program offered something that I will never get anywhere else, which is teaching the humility and empathy that a doctor should have when treating their patients. It was humbling to follow through my silent mentor's entire life journey, while also being put on the spotlight in front of their grieving family members. It taught me that every single action I take on my patients, whether they end up alive or dead, will carry on its impact to so many other people that they are attached to. We can never treat the entire world, but we can however, treat one person's entire world.

In conclusion, after going through this program I pledge to become not only a skillful and competent doctor, but also a humble and empathetic one. I am grateful to be given this opportunity to join Silent Mentor Program.

Muhammad Amir Haziq Bin Zakria (UM_17203686)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Through the Silent Mentor Program, I have experienced lessons that transcend words. This program has not only honed my clinical skills but has also deepened my understanding of the humanity within medicine. A moment that profoundly moved me was during a gratitude speech by a colleague, who reflected, "Every time I made a mistake during the workshop, it felt like you were still there, encouraging me with, 'It's okay, try again.'” Hearing those words brought me to tears, as they encapsulated the grace and generosity of our Silent Mentors.

I feel incredibly fortunate to have had the opportunity to participate in this program. Words cannot fully express my gratitude to the Silent Mentors, who selflessly donated their bodies for the advancement of medical education, nor to their families, whose courage and kindness made this invaluable experience possible.

To the families, thank you for your extraordinary gift and trust in us. Your loved ones have left a profound legacy that will guide and inspire us throughout our medical journey. I promise to honor their memory by striving to be the best doctor I can be, with compassion and humility at the heart of my practice.

Yee Joe Lynn (UM_S2031671)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

It was indeed a blessing for us to have Mdm Teu as our silent mentor, and I pray and hope that the family members will continue to be strong and courageous even as they continue with their journey in life.

I’m beyond grateful for the willingness and sacrificial act of all the mentors as they dedicate their bodies to the learning of medical students and doctors. Knowing Mdm Teu’s background helped me to know her and appreciate her more as a mentor.

Throughout the process, we managed to perform procedures that we usually only get to observe ourselves, and we gained a clearer picture of how human bodies look. It really made me think about how important it is for me to learn to do things properly and eventually become a safe doctor.

Being able to send off my mentor is such a privilege, but I really empathise with her husband, as he was drenched in tears throughout the send-off. Knowing that life and death are inevitable, and believing in Christ, I am assured that there is a life beyond the physical life on earth. To me, apart from being sad over the loss of someone I love, I will also rejoice because it’s the beginning of eternal life!

It was indeed a blessing for us to have Mdm Teu as our silent mentor, and I pray and hope that her family members will continue to be strong and courageous as they carry on with their journey in life.

Kok Fang Juin 郭方军 (UM_U2004187)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Program was an eye-opening experience for me. While it was a long and tiring journey, I felt a deeper connection to my mentor with each passing day. The program taught me to appreciate the gift of life and to find light even in moments of darkness. I was truly inspired by each mentor’s life story and humbled by their kindness and compassion. Their selflessness in leaving behind a part of themselves for the advancement of medicine is a gift that will benefit countless people in the future. It was an incredible experience, and I am deeply grateful for the opportunity.

Dhania Camelia Ngu Ee-Fen (UM_17207390)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

I still remember when I first heard about the "Silent Mentor" Program as I entered the MBBS program. At that time, I didn’t feel much about the concept of donating bodies after passing. However, my perspective changed profoundly after participating in the SMP. I am deeply grateful and in awe of the bravery of the Silent Mentors who made the decision to donate their bodies for medical education. I am also moved by the families who supported this decision and demonstrated incredible strength in facing the loss of their loved ones—what I would describe as a double sacrifice.

I want to express my deepest gratitude to the organisers and all the volunteers of the SMP, who guided us throughout the program and taught us how to be sensitive to the feelings of the families. Although it was just a two-hour home visit, it felt as though I had become deeply involved in the life of our Silent Mentor, especially after the introductory presentations where we learned about her. We spoke of our Silent Mentor’s life as though we had known her for a long time, like a close friend or family member.

During the workshops, I did my best to handle the body with the utmost respect, practicing neat sutures after each incision. One phrase my peer shared with me stuck in my mind: "Never mind, try again." This has resonated with me since. “Made as many mistakes as possible on me, I wouldn’t feel the pain, just Do No Harm to your future patient!” I will never forget those words by one of the silent mentors.

Fortunately, I had never personally faced the death of a loved one until this experience. When I received the body of my Silent Mentor, I treated her with the utmost care, as if she were my own family. Cleaning and preparing her for preservation felt deeply personal. The coffining session was particularly unforgettable; we were the last people to see her, not her biological family. I felt great sorrow for her husband, the man who clearly loved her so dearly. Tears filled my eyes as I watched his, a moment I will never forget. Though I’ve often been described as cold-hearted due to my high threshold for tears, I couldn’t hold back the emotion during the closing ceremony. As the video was shown, memories from the one-week program flooded back, and tears rolled down my cheeks.

Words cannot fully express my gratitude to everyone involved in this program. At the crematorium, I knew her husband was still struggling to come to terms with his loss. My hope is that the cherished memories they shared will remain with him, and that he will be blessed with peace, health, and strength in the future.

Shee Ker Wei (UM_S2031177)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Program has changed me in ways I never thought it would. The lessons our silent mentors have imparted to us go far beyond textbooks. A simple “thank you” cannot convey the depth of my gratitude. I promise to carry our mentor’s legacy with me on my journey to becoming a good doctor. Their existence will remain deeply ingrained in my memory, and I will hold these moments close to my heart as I embark on my future practice.

亲爱的无语良师，虽然你我素未谋面，但您们的大爱精神我会铭记于心。在未来的行医生涯中，我将铭记您们的教诲，以您们为榜样，心怀感恩，砥砺前行。

Lee Jia Xuen (UM_U2004183)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Firstly, I would like to thank the organisers of the Silent Mentor Program for organizing such a meaningful program that can benefit a lot of people. Through the workshops I’ve attended, I was able to gain hands-on experience for some procedures for the first time in my medical journey on a real patient. It is especially beneficial as we could rarely get opportunities to perform emergency procedures like intubation in a real patient if we are not experienced enough to do so. In addition, I am interested in surgery and hence getting to know more about the anatomy with a direct and actual view was eye-opening and helpful for me.

Other than the technical part of this program, I also learned how noble the act of donating bodies is from our silent mentors. I am truly inspired, and I am deeply thankful and grateful for their contributions. From receiving the body, cleaning and preparing the body every morning and evening, until the wrapping up, coffining and sending off ceremony, we are always with our mentor. I would say it is unique experience for myself, I felt honored to be able to do that, and I will always remember her as our mentor. Though it was quite tiring, I am happy to have participated in this program and be able to learn so much from the mentors. Not only the skills, technique or knowledge, but also the humanity. I will try my best to improve myself and be an excellent and professional medical personnel in the future. Thank you.

Yap Xing Yi (UM_U2004250)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Workshop was certainly an eye-opening experience for me. Going into the workshop, I aimed to enhance my surgical and procedural skills, but it taught me more than that. It taught me the importance of being empathetic in every patient communication I encounter because at the end of the day, it may just be a 10 mins interview or consult for doctors, but each person has a story, has their own aspirations and dreams they wish to fulfil and have loved ones rooting for them to get better. This was truly enhanced by attending the home visit where I learnt my mentor’s life story, his likes and dislikes and his life virtues. Hence, subsequently during each silent mentor session whether it be at cleaning his body at 7am or practicing suturing later in the day, I am reminded that I am working on someone noble who gave up his body for the betterment of the medical field, and that itself motivated me to do better.

Afiqah Farlina Binti Al Zambri (UM_S2018214)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The "Silent Mentor Program" has been a profoundly moving and invaluable experience. I am deeply grateful to Mr. Steve for his selfless decision to donate his body to medical education, allowing us to learn critical skills such as suturing, intubation, central venous catheterization, and more. This opportunity has significantly enhanced my preparedness for housemanship, equipping me with essential competencies to better serve my future patients. Beyond technical knowledge, this program has instilled a profound sense of empathy and respect for the silent mentors who continue to teach us even after their passing. I extend my heartfelt gratitude to Mr. Steve, his family for their noble act, and to the dedicated specialists and doctors who guided and supervised us throughout this journey. I hope the program continues to flourish, shaping compassionate and skilled healthcare professionals for generations to come.

Sean Yong Jun Bing 杨俊斌 (UM_S2018746)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Program has been one of the most transformative experiences in my medical school journey thus far. Through this program, I have been challenged to think deeply about the values that define a good doctor- empathy, respect, and gratitude, and how these are as critical as technical skills in the practice of medicine.

When I first joined the program, I was struck by the bravery of our Silent Mentors. The decision to donate one’s body for medical education is an act of immense courage and selflessness. It is not only their choice but also a decision supported by their families, who honour their loved ones’ final wishes. This realization left me humbled and inspired, as it demonstrated a great faith in the future of medicine and in us, the students who benefit from this gift.

During the workshop, I was initially focused on acquiring the technical skills that come with hands-on practice. However, as the days passed, I began to understand that the lessons extended far beyond the physical aspects of medicine. Each incision I made reminded me of the privilege I had been given, and each procedure became an opportunity to reflect on the humanity of the person who had offered their body for my education.

What makes the Silent Mentor Program unique is the emphasis on understanding our mentors as individuals. We learned about their lives, their stories, and their families. This personal connection transformed how I approached each session. I was not simply working with a body; I was learning from a person who had once lived a full life, with dreams, struggles, and loved ones. This knowledge compelled me to treat them with the utmost care and respect.

There were moments during the sessions when I struggled. Mistakes are an inevitable part of learning, but in those moments, I found myself reflecting on the silent understanding of our mentors. In their stillness, I heard a voice saying, “It’s okay. This is your chance to learn and grow.” Their silent encouragement became a source of strength, reminding me to persevere and to approach every attempt with humility and determination.
One of the most profound moments of the program was the process of reassembling the body after each session. This act required great attention to detail, but it was more than a technical task. It was an opportunity to honour the gift we had received. By treating our mentors with the utmost dignity, we acknowledged their sacrifice and expressed our gratitude in a tangible way.

To the families of our Silent Mentors, I extend my deepest thanks. Your loved ones have left a legacy, not only in the medical knowledge they have imparted but also in the values they have instilled in us. Their selflessness and your support have taught us lessons that no textbook or lecture could ever provide.

Through this program, I have learned that medicine is not just about diagnosing diseases or performing procedures; it is about understanding and honouring the humanity of the people we serve. It shaped the kind of doctor I aspire to be. It has taught me that empathy and respect are not optional, they are essential. It has reminded me of the privilege and responsibility of being a doctor, and it has shown me the depth of connection that exists between those who teach and those who learn. I will carry these lessons with me throughout my career, striving to embody the values of compassion and gratitude that my Silent Mentors have so graciously imparted.

Orianna Soon Wen Qian 孙雯倩 (UM_U2004175)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

老师躺在手术台上的模样，到最后化作骨灰。我再次见证了世间的无常，但老师撒落在人间的爱却是永恒。人非圣贤孰能无过，但作为一名医生，我们不能轻易犯错！因为我们手上握着的是一个人的生命、一个家庭的寄托。因此，感恩无语良师捐献身躯，让我有机会获得更多训练机会，减少未来犯错机会。一次次在工作坊所犯的错误，换回来的是老师们无声的鼓励，我仿佛可以感受到老师在我身边慈爱地看着我和我说：“孩子，别怕，不要放弃，我们再来一次。”

虽多次为无语良师工作坊志愿工作者，但这是我首次也是最后一次为工作坊学员。五天的早起为老师整理大体，以开启老师一天的教学都无形中加深了我对老师的情感。在最后一天老师入殓时，心中都是对老师满满的不舍和难过。

现在无语良师工作坊圆满落幕，感恩所有一切因缘成就老师们的大愿。无声的善意、无声的祝福、无声的感谢、无声的道别。 老师们，珍重感谢，有缘再见！

Koh Jia Yee 许嘉余 (UM_U2004205)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Based on the silent mentor last week, I think that this program has taught me a lot about humanity. This is due to learning about the silent mentor’s life and their loved ones' view of them. Most of them also are very selfless people who like to give rather than receiving. This has helped me to reflect on myself about being a better person. Being involved from the home visit to preparation to confining, I felt that he is already one of my loved one as well. It really makes me sad when they started to screw the coffin. In conclusion, this is a really beneficial program before we started our career as a doctor.

Nurul Fatin Nabilah binti Zainudin (UM_17204851)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The Silent Mentor Workshop has been an enlightening journey, deeply transformative both spiritually and intellectually. It has taught me the true essence of empathy and humanity, reshaping my perspective on the role of compassion in medicine. Engaging with the Silent Mentors and their stories reminded me of the profound trust they placed in us and the responsibility we bear as future doctors. This experience has strengthened my commitment to practicing medicine with humility and care. I am truly grateful for this opportunity and for the teamwork that made it possible. May we honour the Silent Mentors through our actions and values.

Dharsshen A/L M Balakrishnan (UM_S2031078)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Even before I entered medical school, the UM Silent Mentor Programme had always been on my bucket list for its unique learning experience. Now, having participated in it, I can say that it has not only deepened my understanding of the human anatomy but, more importantly, instilled in me the values of humanity and compassion in medicine—lessons I have learned from both my Silent Mentor and his family.

At first glance, some activities in the programme might seem mundane, but those who have experienced them would definitely attest to the vital purpose each activity serves. From the house visits, I have understood my silent mentor’s life through heartfelt stories shared by his family and friends. This understanding nurtured a deep respect that compels me to preserve his dignity during every procedure we carry out on his body.

During the initiation ceremony, I was overwhelmed by the emotions expressed by family members when they took a final glance at their deceased ones. Witnessing their grief gave me a glimpse of the pain of losing a loved one, fostering a sense of empathy I will carry with me for my future patients.

Finally, during the closing ceremony, as I escorted his casket out of the faculty, tears flowed freely as I look back on the days I have shared with my silent mentor and his family. It is still surprising to me how we started as a stranger to this family and now has ended up as someone who shares their grief and finds peace and solace together. That moment, and the entire experience, will remain one of the most meaningful and cherished memories of my medical school journey.

Ching Zi Xuan 钟秄轩 (UM_U2004221)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

As a final-year medical student at the University of Malaya, the Silent Mentor Workshop has been one of the most transformative experiences in my journey. My Silent Mentors—Mr. Steve and three other selfless individuals—have taught me invaluable lessons that extend far beyond the classroom.

During the workshop, I made mistakes on Mr. Steve during procedures. Each time, his silence felt like quiet encouragement, urging me to acknowledge my errors, learn from them, and strive to do better. This profound act of patience and generosity reminded me of the importance of humility and accountability—qualities that I will carry with me into my future practice.
In just one week, I developed an unexpected connection with Mr. Steve and my other Silent Mentors. Despite never knowing them in life, I could feel the immense kindness and courage behind their selfless decision to donate their bodies for our learning. Their noble sacrifice made me reflect deeply on what it means to contribute to the greater good and the lasting impact of such an extraordinary act.

This workshop was not merely about acquiring technical skills. It was a poignant reminder that every patient I meet is more than a diagnosis—they are individuals with lives, stories, and families deserving of empathy and respect. It reinforced my responsibility as a doctor to heal, comfort, and honour the humanity of every patient I encounter.

Mr. Steve and the other Silent Mentors imparted these lessons not through words, but through their final, silent act of kindness. Their silence taught me to look beyond the clinical and to embrace the human side of medicine.

To Mr. Steve, my other Silent Mentors, and their families: I am profoundly grateful for your trust and sacrifice. Your legacy will forever guide me to practice medicine with compassion, humility, and respect for the human spirit.

Chook Pei Yi 卓贝薏 (UM_S2018827)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been an incredibly humbling and transformative experience. I am deeply grateful and privileged for the opportunity to enhance my medical training by practicing surgical skills on real human bodies.

Beyond the technical skills, this program taught me profound lessons about empathy and the human side of medicine. It reminded me to honour and appreciate the sacrifices made by our silent mentors, who selflessly donated their bodies for the advancement of medical education and research. Their generosity is a powerful reminder of the responsibility we carry as healthcare professionals.

This experience has inspired me to approach my journey in medicine with greater humility, gratitude, and compassion.

这次的学习机会让我获益匪浅，除了可以学习临床技能培训，无语良师计划让我们看到了人性最无私的一面，无语良师们奉献的精神是让我由衷感到敬佩的。我们会带着感恩的精神，更加谦逊、和富有同情心的态度走好医学之路。

Chow Khai Teeng 邹凯婷 (UM_S2030425)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

“I remember him smiling, perhaps a little more than when I once met him”, the Silent Mentor Program has been a week of humility. It’s a place where lessons are taught without a word spoken, warmth is felt on a cold body and life is understood with death. The silent mentor program is not so much of enhancing our skills as healthcare providers so much so as it’s to make sure we don’t take the human out of medicine.

Looking back, perhaps the details that we once dreaded as unnecessary eventually bore fruits of empathy and compassion. I recall tears dropping, not because of the passing of our mentor, but perhaps the words and lessons he taught us, the care that his family gave us despite being in grieve themselves. I’ll definitely cherish the memories and lessons that I’ve gotten.

莫啜辞别泣，缘忆共时欢。师恩如山重，滴水感千年。
桃李满天下，春风化雨间。来日重相聚，教泽永相传。

Foo Ming Xian (UM_S2030427)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Participating in the 39th Silent Mentor Workshop has been an incredibly humbling and transformative experience. Under the guidance of our Silent Mentor, Mr. Chang, I had the opportunity to practice and refine critical medical procedures, including chest tube insertion, suturing, urinary catheter insertion for females, direct laryngoscopy, CVL insertion, and interosseous access. These technical skills are invaluable in shaping me into a more competent future doctor, but the workshop went far beyond technicalities.

This experience taught me about the profound humanity in medicine. Witnessing Mr. Chang’s selfless gift and the unwavering support of his family reminded me of the incredible sacrifices people make to advance medical education. It was a poignant reminder that behind every medical procedure lies a patient with dignity, a story, and loved ones.

The Silent Mentor Program has shown me that medicine is not just about treating diseases but about treating people with compassion and respect. Mr. Chang’s final gift was not just his body for us to learn from, but also a lasting lesson in empathy, humility, and the essence of being a doctor.

As I move forward in my career, I will carry the memory of this workshop and strive to honor Mr. Chang’s legacy by practicing medicine with compassion, empathy, and humanity.

Charles Gunn Li Qi 颜利㥓 (UM_U2004218)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

One of the most memorable aspects of the Silent Mentor Program was the home visit, which allowed me to see my mentor as more than just a body for clinical practice. During the visit, I learned about my mentor's life, aspirations, the loved ones he left behind, and the precious memories they shared. Through conversations with his family members, I learned that he was a remarkably selfless individual, offering free tuition to students facing financial difficulties. This act of generosity mirrored his final gift to us—his body for medical education. This personal connection instilled in me a sense of respect and gratitude, reminding me to treat every mentor with the same care and reverence as a living patient. Each day, as I cleansed the bodies and practiced my clinical skills, I approached the mentors with a renewed sense of responsibility and humility.

However, the program was not without its challenges. The daily routines of dealing with the stench of the bodies, waking up early and staying late for cleaning on top of attending clinical commitments from 8 to 5 were physically demanding. To cope with this, I constantly reminded myself of the unique opportunity I was given to learn from the mentors. One procedure that particularly stood out to me was the intraosseous line insertion, a procedure I had never witnessed before. Yet, I was given the opportunity to perform it on one of the mentors, which I regard as the highlight of my experience.

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been a profoundly impactful experience in my medical education. This experience has not only improved my clinical skills but also deepened my understanding of the importance of empathy and respect in patient care.

Ang Ruolin 洪若琳 (UM_U2004234)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

In my journey as a medical student in UM, few experiences have impacted me as profoundly as participating in this Silent Mentor program. This program, centred around the life and generosity of Mr. Chang, was not just a week of technical learning but also a deep lesson in empathy, humility, and gratitude.

Meeting Mr. Chang's family at the start of the program was an important moment. They shared glimpses of his life, mostly his kindness, dedication, and decision to donate his body to medical education. This act of selflessness highlighted the essence of being a teacher, which Mr. Chang has always been. For us as students, this was not merely a cadaver to learn from but a person who had lived, loved, and left a legacy.

Throughout the week, we were entrusted with caring for Mr. Chang’s body. It was a rare privilege to learn in such an intimate and practical manner, to improve our competence as future doctors. Beyond the practical skills, what stood out was the emotional connection to the experience. Practising procedures on his body was humbling, as it reminded me that our education is not solely for ourselves but for the patients we will one day serve.

At the end of the program, I unfortunately fell sick and could not be there for the closing to pay my last respects. To Mr. Chang and his family, I hope they know that I am forever grateful. Their sacrifice has not only enriched my medical knowledge but also shaped my understanding of what it means to be a compassionate doctor. This experience will remain a core memory of my journey in medicine, reminding me to approach every patient with the same reverence and gratitude.

Jasmin Fareeshah (UM_17205760)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

很荣幸能够参与本届无语良师工作坊，这次的经历无疑将成为我人生中一次难以忘怀的体验。尤记得在此前的工作坊中担任志愿者时，我对大体老师们怀有深深的敬畏。然而这一次，从家访的初始接触，到为期一周的种种仪式：启用仪式、每日清洁和缝合老师的身体、为其穿衣、入殓，直至最后的感恩会，我心中的畏惧感日渐消散，取而代之的是一种难以言喻的熟悉与亲切感，对老师的敬佩之情也愈发深厚。

大体老师虽与我们素昧平生，却以无言的方式捐赠身体，传承出造福社会的精神。老师们无私奉献的大爱，让我深受感动。这次无语良师工作坊不仅让我在医学知识与技术方面有所提升，更让我真切地体会到博爱与奉献的深意。

感谢大体老师们的无私付出！我定会在未来的行医生涯中，怀揣感恩之心，为患者及其家属提供更有温度的医疗服务。

Lim Jun Xin 林隽忻 (UM_S2017542)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been a deeply transformative experience. Through this journey, I gained not only confidence in performing procedures but also a profound understanding of the importance of seeing patients as human beings—people with stories, values, and lives that extend far beyond the confines of a hospital bed.

The home visit was a pivotal moment for me. Learning about the life my Silent Mentor led, the values he upheld, and the kindness he embodied left a lasting impression. It was not merely his selfless act of donation that inspired me, but the way he lived his life—a life of purpose and generosity that I aspire to emulate. Despite having volunteered in this program before, this time felt different. The daily ritual of caring for our mentors—cleaning them each morning and preparing them for their final journey—was an experience that went beyond the technical. It became deeply personal. By the time we reached the coffining session, I felt as though I was bidding farewell to someone I truly knew, someone whose impact on my growth as a student and as a person was immeasurable.

To my Silent Mentor and his family, I am profoundly grateful. Your selflessness has not only given me the confidence to hone my skills but also taught me invaluable lessons about empathy, humility, and the kind of person I hope to become. Thank you for this noble act, for offering such a precious gift that continues to inspire far beyond the boundaries of the program.

Ong Min Li (UM_U2004177)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

I've always heard the previous participants of the Silent Mentor Program reiterate with reverence about the profound impact and invaluable lessons imparted by their mentors. However, it wasn't until I personally participated in SMP that I truly grasped the depth of these experiences and the profound reflections it inspired.

The home visit was an important encounter. Through the thoughtful and heartfelt sharing by Mr. Chang's family members, we caught a glimpse of Mr. Chang's life, his character and values, and the changes he brought to those around him through his acts of kindness.  We got to know our mentor as a person, the full life he led and the making of the selfless decision to donate his body for medical education.

Perhaps, the one particular detail that left an indelible mark on me was the serene smile that graced Mr. Chang's face. I was initially afraid to make the incision, but even in his passing, my mentor had such a reassuring presence, encouraging me to not be afraid to make mistakes and to try and try again. The daily ritual of caring for our mentor instilled in us a profound sense of responsibility. Witnessing his family's unwavering care for us, despite their own grief, was a humbling experience.

Although the Silent Mentor Program only for a week, it left a lasting and profound impact on me, reminding me to always be compassionate and kind to the patients I meet.

Choy Yoong Miin (UM_U2004224)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

我很感恩，自己有幸能于医学生生涯的末年参与无语良师计划。起初，我本着想学习人体解剖学和外科知识的心参与到这一届的无语良师工作坊之中，全然没有料到工作坊结束后的自己，会有意想之外的收获。

我与无语良师的第一次邂逅是在老师去世后的第五个小时，我们替老师净身。随着各项准备工作的开始，老师的形象在家访后开始具象化，在我们为介绍老师的生平而准备幻灯片后慢慢填满色彩，在一周的工作坊进行下来后，更是变得鲜活亮丽起来。老师如同益友般，默默的陪伴着每一位学生，在授予知识的同时，也用他的精神与牺牲，丰富着每一位参与者的心灵。

老师的存在，纵使无声，仍时时刻刻地在提醒医者，“为医者当为仁“的道理。在老师身上，我感受到了患者对医者的期盼，还有社会对医者的信赖。老师的精神滋润了我心中的那一把沃土，滋养慈悲的种子，让它把根扎得更深，把枝叶生得更茁壮。

感恩特别的相遇，感恩无声的教诲，更感恩无形的陪伴。行医路上，我将不忘初心，倾尽自己所学，为患者服务。

Tai Hui Tian 戴匯靛 (UM_U2004248)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Workshop as a medical student has been a deeply transformative experience. The workshop provided me with the unique opportunity to practice essential clinical skills—such as chest tube insertion, central venous line placement, and intubation—on real human bodies donated for medical education. These hands-on experiences helped me build technical confidence while reinforcing the intricate connection between anatomical structures. Each procedure felt like a profound dialogue with the human body, teaching me not just about anatomy, but also about precision, care, and the responsibility of handling another person’s body.

The most powerful aspect of this workshop, however, was the recognition of the selflessness of the donors. These individuals, through their decision to donate their bodies, gave me a gift that cannot be overstated. They allowed me to learn in ways that textbooks or simulations could never replicate, and their donation will continue to impact countless future medical professionals. I felt an immense sense of gratitude, knowing that their legacy lives on in the knowledge and skills we gain from their generosity. I am more than grateful to have the opportunity to learn from our silent mentors. Their sacrifices made my life different.

Yeow Zhi Qing (UM_S2030798)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

The first encounter with the Silent Mentor was a moment that left a lasting impression. We stood in a circle, silently observing the body before us. The room was calm, the atmosphere respectful with a sense of reverence. It was an individual’s final act of giving that allowed us to refine our skills and deepen our understanding of human anatomy. This body was not merely a tool for learning; it was a person who had once lived, loved, and contributed to the world in ways we would never know.

Silent mentor program allows us to engage in hands-on learning in a deeply personal and respectful way. Participating in this program has expanded my understanding of anatomy as well as reinforced the ethical principles that will guide my medical career.

Emilie Wong Sing Yee (UM_U2004174)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

I have been volunteering for the Silent Mentor Program since Year 2 and had already gained so much knowledge and experience from it. This year, I am blessed and grateful to be able to take part as a participant and involve myself in taking care of my Silent Mentor. Right from the start, I was already interested to know more about my Silent Mentor when we made our way to Kota Tinggi, Johor to meet the family members. The initial encounter was awkward, but as time passed, I gathered enough courage to interact with the family members. Despite being a short meeting, it signified the start of a connection between the Silent Mentor and all of us.

The hands-on and anatomy sessions prepared were enriching and acted as a good platform for early exposure for all doctors and medical students. However, beyond that lies encounters and experiences that I do not get in medical school and textbooks. It is not about knowing the disease or mastering the procedures but highlights a person’s life journey. It tells us the importance of understanding a person’s social circumstances, such as his origin, culture, lifestyle, work and the relationship with his or her family. This is part and parcel of understanding our patient as a person, and not merely the associated diseases.

Every time I met and cleaned my Silent Mentor, I thanked him silently, until the very last moment I saw him during the funeral ceremony. It was a touching moment, and I often reminded myself I was lucky that during my lifetime, I was able to meet a selfless person who dedicated his own body for the benefit of medical education. This is an opportunity that should never be taken for granted and every bit of experience gained is a reminder of this act of generosity. The Silent Mentor program has taught me the essence of a human life, and to treat every person with respect and in a holistic manner.

Tan Wei Zhen (UM_S2020857)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Studying medicine often feels like a journey of mastering how to fix bodies — learning the science of treating diseases and perfecting clinical skills. However, joining the 39th Silent Mentor Workshop offered me a new perspective, one that goes beyond the technical aspects of medicine.

Through this program, I had the privilege of learning not only from the Silent Mentor’s body but also about their life—their stories, the impact they had on others, and how deeply they are missed by their loved ones. It reminded me that every patient is much more than a diagnosis or a condition; they are someone’s parent, friend, or partner, with a life full of meaning.

This experience brought a human touch to my understanding of what it means to be a doctor. It’s not just about treating diseases but also about respecting and honoring the person behind the illness. The Silent Mentors taught me compassion, humility, and the importance of seeing patients as individuals, not just cases.

This lesson has reshaped how I approach medicine, reminding me to balance science with empathy and to always remember the human stories behind the medical journey.

Federic Kho Yiong Poh (UM_U2004219)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

Words cannot express how grateful I am to have been given the opportunity to participate in this Silent Mentor program. Joining the program as both a volunteer and a participant has given me a unique perspective and an entirely different feeling.

As a participant, I had the privilege of getting to know my Silent Mentor for who he truly was, appreciating his willpower and the way he lived his life. I began learning not just on the day of the workshop but from the very first moment I got to know him in Johor Bahru. I was deeply moved by how selfless and loving he was in taking care of his family. The responsibility he had to provide for his family’s happiness reminded me of my own father.

I will always remember his life motto and treasure the lessons it has taught me. This Silent Mentor program has inspired me to become a healer with greater compassion and empathy. I am immensely grateful to everyone who made this program possible.

Soh Hui Wei (UM_S2023166)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

This program provided me with a rare opportunity to learn necessary skills as a doctor. Not only did it give me a sense of responsibility during the program as we were instructed to clean, suture and take care of our silent mentors after every workshop, I experienced various emotions that I hadn’t thought I had when dealing with other patients. I had a profound understanding on what loss meant for the family members and loved ones and it made me realize the silent mentors’ contribution for the greater good of science and medical education. I am eternally grateful of the wordless wisdom that our silent mentors have passed to us in the form of knowledge, compassion and wisdom. I promise to carry on their teachings onto other patients that I encounter, being reminded that we treat patients, and not the disease solely.

Chan Zhen Khai (UM_U2004241)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

This journey has been transformative, teaching me not only technical skills but also the profound value of empathy and respect in medicine. While emotionally challenging at times, it was a powerful reminder of humanity at the heart of my future profession.

I am deeply moved by the selfless sacrifice of Mr. Cheong, our silent mentor, who gave us the opportunity to learn and grow by performing procedures like CVL insertion, chest tube placement, and laryngoscopy. His gift serves as a lasting inspiration, motivating me to uphold the trust and generosity of those who make such sacrifices.

I am also grateful to the volunteer lecturers whose dedication to teaching enriched this experience, and to my teammates who thoughtfully prepared gifts and gratitude cards for the families.

The chance to perform a solo piece during the closing session was especially meaningful. It allowed me to honor and thank our silent mentors in a deep personal way, leaving me with a renewed sense of gratitude and commitment to this path.

Caelyn See Qi En (UM_S2030504)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

As a participant of the silent mentor program, I am very grateful for this opportunity to learn from our silent mentor Mr Cheong. His tremendous altruistic spirit enabled us medical students and doctors to gain better understanding towards the human body and procedural skills acquisition.

This experience has not only enriched my medical knowledge but has also deepened my appreciation for the profound intersection of life, mortality, and the pursuit of knowledge.

Teoh E-Shing (UM_S2025554)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

I am grateful for the opportunity to be able to participate in the 39th SMP. This experience not only enhanced my clinical skills but has also served as a reminder to me that every life on earth is precious and meaningful.

The past few days of silent mentor workshops went by in a blur. We were busy, but we were content, our hearts were full. Having to clean Mr Cheong’s body every morning and night, honestly, at the beginning, it felt like a chore, however as time went by, my true feelings surfaced. I felt honored, I felt proud of Mr Cheong as our silent mentor. I tried my best to make sure that he is neat and clean for the day, hoping that we can fulfill his last wishes to the utmost best.

Mr Cheong struck me as someone who is kind hearted, strong and humble. His selfless decision to donate his body as a silent mentor has made a great impact on many lives of others. His contribution goes beyond words, not only is he a teacher, he is also a healer and a guide for generations of medical professionals to serve their countless patients. I sincerely hope that Mr Cheong will rest in peace. As for the family members, even though we might not have the chance to meet again, I hope that they are well and have a good life ahead of them.

Chiw Yen Yi (UM_S2017791)

39th Silent Mentor Workshop • 10-15 Dec 2024

参加完无语良师工作坊后，我的内心充满了感动与感恩。在这段时间里，我有幸与这位素未谋面的老师及其家人建立了更深的联系，仿佛透过他们的故事，更加了解了这位无语良师的伟大与无私。每当我为老师清洗身体时，都会更加小心翼翼，心中充满了对这位奉献者的深深敬意。

在这次的工作坊中，我深刻体会到了什么是真正的大爱精神。无语良师不仅用他们的身体帮助我们学习医学知识，更是通过这种无言的奉献教会我们何谓仁心仁术。这种无私的精神，深深地触动了我，也将激励我在未来的行医生涯中，始终以患者为先，秉持医者的初心。

通过无语良师的无私奉献，我不仅在医学知识上获益匪浅，更是感受到了一种无言的大爱，这种感动将永远铭刻在我的心中。作为一名医学生，我承诺将带着这份感恩之情，继续努力学习，用所学造福更多的人，不辜负这份珍贵的馈赠。

Leong Jia Ting 梁佳婷 (UM_MIA190056)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

我很幸运能在我毕业前参加这一届无语良师工作坊。在我医学生涯的起点，很感恩能够遇见一位很特殊的导师。他不曾言语，却用沉默的身躯教导我们，他从未指点，却以无声的方式为我们指引前路。他们，就是“无语良师”——那些在生命终点仍选择奉献自我，为医学教育铺路的伟大灵魂。

在医学的学习过程中，我们常常被要求掌握大量的理论知识，然而真正让这些知识生根发芽、转化为实践能力的，是那些无私奉献的“大体老师”。在这几天的工作坊里，我有机会实践了很多从未能够上手的技能，例如气管插管，胸腔引流术，中心静脉导管置入术等等。我相信这些知识和经验绝对能够更好的帮助我们在未来实践在真实的病患身上。

然而，大体老师带给我们的不仅仅是知识的积累，更是对生命的深刻认知和尊重。他们成为大体老师的决定，充满了对后辈的关爱与希望。这种无私的精神，让我在学习的同时，感受到生命的尊严与神圣。

在此，我想对每一位无语良师表达最深的感激之情。感谢您们用自己的身躯，化作为我们学习的桥梁。您们的精神将永远激励着我们。在未来的医疗实践中，我将以您们为榜样，心怀感恩，砥砺前行。

Lim Yuan Heng 林远衡 (UM_MIA190521)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

无语良师 — 一个在我尚未踏入医学系便已久仰大名的工作坊，代表了多少已故者临终的善，与多少医者梦想开始的愿。终于，在正式从医学系毕业前，我有幸参与第三十八届无语良师工作坊，也算是为五年的医学生生活画上一个完美的句号。从这个工作坊里，我学会的不仅仅是宝贵的医学知识，更是从一位位自愿前来教导的前辈医生们身上学到了对生命的尊重与责任。一周的忙碌终于落下帷幕，闭幕式时我竟在不觉间悄悄浸湿了眼眶，满腔的感激之情油然而生。感谢这一位位无语良师的无私奉献，像那山川巍莪、似那小河流淌、如那海水奔腾、却又可比星空浩瀚。我将对此铭记一生，誓要将这份爱珍藏于心，并将其传承下去。

Ng Man Le 黄满乐 (UM_MIA190075)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Participating in Silent Mentor Program as a medical student was an enriching experience. Being able to brush up on suturing and learning new skills like intubation, CVL insertion etc helped me build confidence in my surgical skills. I am eternally grateful to my mentor and her family members for giving me this opportunity, to get close with them, to connect with my mentor by learning about her decorated life and to be able to learn from her. This is an experience that I will never forget.

Zeyyad Iman Bin Zahrin (UM_MIA190130)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Personally, joining the Silent Mentor Program has been a truly enriching experience. Initially, it was a bit intimidating but the program quickly proved to be both rewarding and insightful. All mentors who generously donate their bodies for educational purposes have taught me the importance of respect and gratitude in medical training.

The program also emphasized the ethical side of medicine, reminding me of the importance of compassion and respect in patient care. Apart from that, the hands on approach has deepened my understanding of anatomy far beyond what textbooks can offer. Additionally, collaborating with peers throughout the programme also has fostered a strong sense of community and shared purpose. Overall, the Silent Mentor Program has profoundly impacted my perspective on medical education. It’s been a valuable experience that I’m excited to carry forward into my future career in medicine.

Muhammad Naquib Bin Helmy (UM_MIA190070)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Workshop has been an incredibly transformative experience for me. It deepened my understanding of the profound connection between medicine, empathy, and humanity. The opportunity to learn from our Silent Mentors not only enhanced my technical skills but also instilled in me a greater sense of compassion, which I believe is essential in the medical field. I am deeply grateful for this experience and will carry these lessons with me throughout my medical career.

Salmawati Binti Muhammad Yusuf (UM_MIA190098)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program at University Malaya has been a transformative experience that extended beyond acquiring technical skills and medical knowledge. While learning about human anatomy and medical procedures was a crucial aspect of the program, the profound lessons I gained about sacrifice, kindness, and personal growth were equally impactful. This Silent Mentor Program allowed me to appreciate the incredible generosity and selflessness of those who chose to donate their bodies to science. These individuals, through their act of giving, provided us with an invaluable educational resource that went far beyond textbooks and lectures. Their sacrifice was a powerful reminder of the depth of human kindness and the importance of giving without expectation.

Tan Wooi Hang (UM_MIA190502)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program with Mr. Lee Hock Ban as our body donor has been a deeply impactful experience. This program allows us to practice essential medical procedures like inserting chest tube and central venous lines on a real human body, providing a practical learning experience that textbooks alone can't offer. Mr. Lee’s donation has given us the chance to refine our technical skills and better understand human anatomy in a hands-on way, which is crucial for our development as future doctors.

Working with Mr. Lee's body has emphasized the importance of precision and care inperforming medical procedures. Each task required meticulous attention to detail andadherence to established techniques, reinforcing how critical these skills are in real-lifemedical situations. This practical experience has helped bridge the gap between theoretical knowledge and real-world application, making us more confident and capable in our clinical skills.

Additionally, the Silent Mentor Program has highlighted the ethical aspects of medical practice. It’s clear that Mr. Lee’s donation is a significant gift, and this experience has deepened our appreciation for the respect and dignity that must be afforded to both donors and patients. This has reinforced our commitment to treating every patient with the utmost respect and compassion, acknowledging their humanity and the trust they place in us.

In summary, the Silent Mentor Program has been a crucial part of our medical training. It has equipped us with important skills and reinforced our ethical responsibilities as future doctors. We are grateful for Mr. Lee Hock Ban’s contribution and will carry the lessons learned into our future medical careers with a deep sense of responsibility and respect.

Muhamad Adib Bin Mohd Nasir (UM_MIA190064)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

一段意义非凡的旅程，一个星期很久，但也仿佛在瞬间流逝。 从最初的无措与迷茫，到结束时的无尽感恩与感动。感恩四位老师的无私奉献，成就这一届的《无语良师》。伟大的老师们竟愿意将自己的身躯交给素未谋面的学生学习。我依然记得每一位老师身上因为学生们而留下大大小小的伤疤，也记得那些从老师们身上学习到的知识。在李福万老师家进行家访得知老师曾多次叮嘱孩子要好好保存他的病例报告时，内心无比触动，我们素昧平生，他为了这次见面一直在准备。老师们的大爱精神值得我们每一位学习，他们虽然离开，却未曾远去。曾听过一句话：“生命的终结不是死亡，而是被遗忘。” 他们曾经鲜活地生活在这个世上，今后也会永被珍藏。

感恩老师们的家属愿意成全老师们的意愿。老师们有大爱，你们亦有大爱。

感恩教导员们的悉心教导。除了知识与技术，你们也教会我善待病人。

感恩义工们无私贡献。你们细心且认真，大小事都尽善尽美，是我的榜样。

我将带着老师们的期盼，砥砺前行，谨守医德，不忘初心。

师恩教诲，铭记于心。

Lee Jia Hui (UM_MIA190049)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Throughout these few days of participating in the Silent Mentor Workshop, I learnt a lot of medical knowledge and was able to apply the knowledge that I learnt and practice the procedural skills on our mentors. I am grateful for this precious opportunity to involve myself in this wonderful and meaningful workshop.

Their selfless love and sacrifice are something that I will cherish from the bottom of my heart throughout my journey as a medical doctor as well as for the rest of my life. “Turning a loss into a gift”, is the important life lesson that will deeply be engraved on my mind, reminding me their sacrifice and wishes which is us to become a compassionate and empathetic doctor. What a great, meaningful way to end my medical school life and I feel happy about it.

Na Yun Ling (UM_MIA190520)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Very few people in this world could tolerate fighting a disease, but fewer were those who were selfless, able to round up their decision to donate their bodies for a greater cause. Our mentors, I would say, were among the very few who understood the significance of the learning experience through this program. We might not be able to tell them how much it means to us, but we hope the family members could bear witness of how great of a deal these opportunities mean to us. Along with the practical skills we gained, we also learned to be more compassionate and empathetic to our mentors or patients.

Our prayers of gratitude would echo forever, among the one-minute-of-silence that we did each time before our lessons started. Above anything else, we would like to give our deepest appreciation to our mentor and his family members, along with our trainers and SMP team. Thank you so much.

Muhammad Izham Bin Ahmad (UM_MIA190069)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

The Silent Mentor Program has been an invaluable experience for me. The selfless sacrifices of our mentors have provided me with a great opportunity to improve my clinical skills. Through their contributions I was able to confidently perform procedures which I have never attempted before. I am also grateful to the team of organizers and trainers who were diligent in performing their duties to ensure that we would gain valuable knowledge and experience from the workshops.

Thrishamini A/P Mohan (UM_MIA190121)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

无语良师计划是一场深刻且感人至深的旅程。在这里，我深刻感受到无私奉献的巨大力量。无语良师们以无声的教诲，化无用为大用，让我不仅掌握了珍贵的医疗技能，更对生命的价值产生了更深的敬畏与尊崇。这个计划不仅锤炼了我成为卓越的医疗工作者，更是指引我成为一名有温度的医生。

Alice Teh Cheng Fang (UNISZA_BHAL18049621)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Taking part in the Silent Mentor program has been an eye-opening experience that goes beyond the conventional education I’ve received in medical school. From the very beginning, I was struck by the profound generosity of the individuals who chose to donate their bodies for our learning.

Every moment spent in the program reinforced the idea that being a doctor is not just about mastering medical techniques, but about understanding and honoring the lives of those we care for. The practical skills we developed were undeniably important, but equally significant was the reminder that behind every procedure lies a human story—one of sacrifice, trust, and dignity. The mentors, though silent, imparted lessons that words could never convey.

This experience has reminded me that medicine is as much about human connection as it is about science. The Silent Mentor program has taught me to approach each patient with not only the intent to heal but with a profound sense of respect for the life they have lived. As I continue my journey to becoming a doctor, I will carry these lessons with me, always striving to treat my future patients with the compassion and respect they deserve. The gratitude I feel towards our mentors and their families is immeasurable, and their contribution to my education will forever inspire me to practice medicine with both skill and heart.

Nurin Atheera Binti Hairudin (UM_MIA190087)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

I am deeply grateful for the opportunity to participate in the 38th Silent Mentor Workshop before the end of my medical school. Being part of this team is a true privilege, as this program has offered countless meaningful experiences. From the home visit to the sending-off ceremony, I have gained invaluable lessons—not only in academics but also in life.

It was incredibly selfless for our mentors to decide to turn a loss into a gift by joining our program, with the hope of helping us to learn. I was deeply moved when one of our master doctor representatives shared that they had the opportunity to perform a newly introduced surgery in Malaysia on our mentors, marking a significant new milestone. “It is like a seed planted, which we don’t know how big it will grow.” said the master doctor.  I also appreciated the support and understanding from the mentors’ families, which added profound meaning to the program. Now, the mentors are not only in their loved ones’ memories but in a broader way as well. “Death is not the end. They are still with us, as long as we don’t forget them.” shared one of the mentors’ family members.

I believe thousands of words could not express my gratitude, but I still want to say thank you to all the Silent Mentors.

我深刻地感到荣幸，也非常感恩可以参与到第三十八届无语良师工作坊。这个工作坊给了我人生中很重要的一堂课，不仅仅是医学上的学习，更是人生上的道理。

“素未谋面，甚于相识。”无语良师们无私地贡献他们的身体，给予医学界宝贵的学习与研究机会。也许我在工作坊前从未与无语良师们相见，但是他们无私的奉献精神让我觉得整个工作坊下来我们甚于相识。让我特别感动的是，这一次无语良师中其中一个工作坊是马来西亚首次尝试的手术技巧。“这如同为我们新的里程碑种下了一个种子，我们无法预测它会长多大。”来自于其中一位硕士参与者的分享。我也很感激家属们的支持与理解， 让整个活动变得格外有意义。无语良师们不只存在在家属们的记忆里，他们的捐献也让我们珍惜与铭记他们。“死亡不是永久的告别，被遗忘才是。”其中一位家属分享。

我相信千言万语都无法表达我心中的感谢，但我依然想要珍重地说“谢谢你们，我的无语良师们。”

Leow Wei Xuan (UM_MIA1900057)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program was an incredibly meaningful experience. It allowed me to learn and practice medical procedures on the bodies of individuals who selflessly donated themselves to help us grow as future doctors. This opportunity not only enhanced my skills but also reinforced the importance of treating every patient with dignity and compassion. The generosity of these Silent Mentors has deeply influenced me, reminding me to always approach my patients with care and empathy. This lesson will stay with me throughout my medical journey.

Kumaraganapathy A/L Poobalan (UM_MIA190046)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

The Silent Mentor Program has profoundly reshaped my outlook on life and medicine. Through the immense selflessness of my Silent Mentor’s gift, I have discovered the true essence of compassion, respect, and empathy—values I am dedicated to upholding in my future practice. Every moment of this transformative journey was humbling, as I strove to learn as much as possible as per my Silent Mentor’s wishes. It was an honour to join this program and I am deeply thankful to Prof. Saw, Mr. Sia, and the entire SMP team for this invaluable and life-changing experience.

Suhaila Binti Samsulbahrin (UM_MIA190112)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

参加无语良师是我在离开马来亚大学医学院前最想完成的事之一，很自豪大学提供这么宝贵的学习机会。感谢这四位大体老师无私地捐献身躯，这一个礼拜，参加此次活动最大的感触就是他们好伟大，在生命结束之际，仍然在想着为未来、为以后为这个社会作出贡献，虽无声，却始终能让每一个参与者感受到生命的伟大，感谢你们不仅让我们学习到各种学术上的知识，更是让我们看到你们无私奉献的伟大精神，由衷地感谢您们，也谢谢每一位成就这个活动的教授、医生、家属，所有台前幕后的义工、志愿者，大家幸苦了，谢谢！

“我们无法决定生命的长短，但是唯有把握每一天，努力地生活、快乐地享受，才是最重要的。“感恩生命！

Tan Yi An 陈昱谙 (UM_MIA190533)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

我感到十分荣幸有机会参与无语良师第38届的工作坊。这工作坊包括了家庭探访及一系列的学习课程,让我认知我们的无语良师，并接触他们以及向他们学习。通过这个工作坊，无语良师们将他们生命中的最后一程献给医学界的教育。尽管他们不再言语,他们无声的教海却深入人心。无语良师们以他们的身躯,为我们提供了各种医学技术与操作上更真实的练习机会,也为我们加深了对人体结构的理解。他们身上累积的一针一线为我们换来了知识及经验，更教会了我们对生命的慈悲和同理心。每次触碰他们的躯体,我仿佛感受到他们的嘱咐和叮咛，督促我将来成为一名有医德且有温度的医生。他们无私且无畏的精神不但是个伟大的传承,更诠释了生命的另一种延续，展现了生命余晖的美丽、温暖。

感恩无语良师们的无私，仁爱之心，也感恩家属们一路以来的支持及理解。

Ooi Ze Yao 黄泽耀 (UM_MIA190093)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

Joining the Silent Mentor Program was profoundly impactful, especially through my sessions with Madam Chin, a warm and sociable woman who had generously donated her body for our education. Her kindness and approachable nature were evident even in her absence, as we learned about her life and character through a meaningful home visit. This experience taught me to approach medicine with deep respect and empathy, honouring her memory by integrating her human touch into my practice. I am deeply grateful to Mr. Sia and the entire Silent Mentor team for their unwavering guidance and support throughout the program, easing any concerns that may arise.

Adam Hafetz Hakimi Bin Max Mulwan (UM_MIA190003)

38th Silent Mentor Workshop • 20-25 Aug 2024

The Silent Mentor Program has been an eye-opening experience for me. Over the past week, we had the opportunity to sharpen our surgical skills and our knowledge of human anatomy. This program also cultivated our sense of empathy through the home visit, learning about the life stories of our Silent Mentors, and the gratitude, coffining and sending off ceremonies. I am forever indebted to our Silent Mentors for their selfless donation of their bodies for the purposes of our learning. I am grateful to the Silent Mentor Centre staff and volunteers for taking care of us this past one week. Last but not least, I am grateful to our doctors who have taken the time out of their busy schedules to teach us about the various surgical procedures. Thank you.

Mosammat Nazmun Nahar (UM_MIA190704)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Turn A Loss To A Gift - The perfect words to describe the Silent Mentor Program because our mentors have gifted us with a learning experience which I will treasure forever. Besides gaining useful knowledge through this program, I was able to witness the last rites that was performed for each mentor, and I felt deeply touched and emotional. At that time, the only thing I could think of was how brave our mentors are. This program reminded me of the reason I chose to become a doctor. Our mentors’ contribution has allowed me to develop skills, confidence, and motivation to keep going and give back to the society. I hope the Silent Mentor Program will continue to provide opportunities like this to other medical students and aspiring health professionals.

Nur Irdina Binti Shaik Adam (UM_MIA190082)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

It was a blessing to be able to join the Silent Mentor Program. Before joining the program, from what I’ve heard about it, I knew that I would be given opportunities to perform simple surgical procedures on the mentors but what I got at the end of the day was beyond practical skills and knowledge. I’ve learnt the heart of gratitude and respect through the way we treat the mentors during the whole program, and such is the way we should treat every other patient we meet in the future. I am grateful to all the Silent Mentors for the generous sacrifice they’ve invested into our lives so that we can be skillful and responsible doctors in the future, to serve the community well.

Lee Zhi Min (UM_MIA190053)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

As a young medic immersed in the profound journey of understanding human anatomy through the invaluable gift of our mentor’s sacrifice, I find myself enveloped in waves of gratitude and reflection. This program transcends mere education; it's a testament to the ultimate act of generosity and trust. Each time silence filled the air during our 1-minute prayer paying respect to our mentor, the meaning behind their devotion and dedication gets louder. Through their altruism, every incision that pierced through their skin, they continue to educate and inspire future generations of healers. The solemnity of this experience humbles me, instilling a great sense of responsibility and reverence for all my patients, sick or well. Memories of this unparalleled experience will be forever etched in our hearts.

Bong Yun Lin (UM_MIA190532)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been an incredibly profound experience for me in ways I never imagined. I was a volunteer for the previous Silent Mentor Program, I’m fortunate enough to join this program for the third time, except that this time I joined as a participant.

Being a participant was definitely a huge difference from being a volunteer. Reason being participants are required to take charge of their Silent Mentor from the beginning such as receiving and preserving mentor’s body until the end with coffining and sending off ceremony. On the other hand, volunteers will only need to attend the program on certain dates.

Every morning, as I approached the mentor's body to clean it, I was overwhelmed by a mix of emotions—respect, humility, and a profound sense of connection. Despite their silence, I felt as though the mentors were speaking to me, teaching me important lessons about life, compassion, and the fragility of existence. Cleaning the mentor's body became more than just a task. It was a sacred ritual, a way for me to express my gratitude for the invaluable gift they had bestowed upon us. With each gentle tap of cotton gauze, I found myself reflecting on the beauty and dignity of the human form until the last moment. With the increasing number of stiches and bleeds, I felt sad but with a deep sense of respect for her bravery and grace.

But the learning didn't stop there. Through the Silent Mentor Program, I had the opportunity to delve deep into the study of medical procedures and human anatomy, guided by the mentors. But more than just learning about medical procedures, I learned about the importance of empathy, compassion, and gratitude. The mentors taught me that life is a precious gift, one that should never be taken for granted. Their selfless act of donation reminded me of the importance of giving back to others, of making a difference in the lives of those around us.

Life is always full of surprises as it unfolds. It was during the closing ceremony only then I found out Madam Tang was my college classmate’s grandmother. After graduating from college, I lost contact with my classmate for few years due to different course and university enrolment. I was relieved that we both still recognized each other undoubtedly, and she was glad that my team and I were handling her grandmother’s body. I believed this is fate that has brought us back together where our friendship was reconnected. We cherished our time in Xiao En Memorial Park.

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been a deeply humbling and enriching experience. It has reminded me of the uncertainty and fate of life, and the importance of cherishing every moment we have with our loved ones. I am eternally grateful to the mentors for their generosity and their invaluable teachings, and I will carry their lessons with me always.

See Li Qyan (UM_MIA190100)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

落花不是无情物，化作春泥更护花。老师们在生命的尽头，用身躯给我们上了最后一堂课。不仅仅是医学知识、更是深刻地教会了我勇敢、爱与尊重。不管是活着还是死亡，都是需要很大的勇气的。我想活着思考死亡需要的是更大更大的勇气，就像每一位无语良师亲手签下大体捐赠同意书的时刻。

在老师们的生命定格后，我们通过家访第一次走进了他们过去的时间。我们听着家人朋友们叙说老师的一生、与老师的缘分、然后也看着他们在大体启用仪式上痛别。人生茫茫，我们不断地相遇、不断地告别，允许挚爱的离世也许是我们所有人一生都要学习的课题。余华先生在《第七天》里说：“亲人的离世不是一夜的暴雨，而是此生漫长的潮湿。”困在连绵一生的细雨中活着的人们注定是需要更多的勇气让痛苦钙化，学习让痛苦成为坚强的一部分。

每当接触冰冷的大体，我总会想起他们背后其实是滚烫又热烈，长长又温暖的一生。一身荣誉的老师们就静静地躺在台上，教会我尊重和包容。每一个被春泥守护的无语良师参与者，或是跟我一样的医学生、或是志愿者以及每一位爱着无语良师的家人朋友们都会永远铭记老师们。用了整个长长的青春来学习拯救的医学生，今天明白了不是只有医生才能够拯救。以后拯救的每一条生命，都是被大体老师照亮过的。以后每一次和死神拔河的时候，都有大体老师搭把手。

皮克斯的动画电影—《Coco 寻梦环游记》说，死亡不是终点，被世界遗忘才是。老师们没有失去生命，只是作为碳基生命体，我们躲不过回归碳循环，然后走出了时间。以后他们化成风、化成雨、化成星星和吹过耳边的思念，会在我们执起手术刀的时候，会在我们复习人体构造的时候出现，会在另一个维度上继续伴我们茁壮成长。至少在我们的记忆尺度上，马秉老师、王金山老师、邓桂英老师和梁志老师可以是永恒的，生命是可以延续的。那句从头到尾都来不及当面说的感谢，我会好好背上，往后会贯穿整个职业生涯来实践。

Chong Ro Xuan (UM_MIA190027)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Looking back for the past 1 week the Silent Mentor Program had been held, I can’t help but be grateful to had been given the opportunity to participate. It all begins with the home visit to our mentor, Madam Tang Kooi Ying’s family home in Kemayan, Pahang, it was a long journey deep into the outskirt of Pahang. There, we greeted the family members and had a talk with them about the life of our mentor, the hardships, and fond memories they had of her. It helps us connect with our mentor to know her as a person rather than a medical issue to solve. During the entire week when the program was held, we prepare our mentor every morning and evening for her lesson to the participants. The routine has thought me a lot about the respect we need to show them for their selfless sacrifice to further medical knowledge. When it was our turn for the teaching session, I had learnt a lot of new skills such as intubation and chest tube insertion which will help me to become a safe doctor in the future. During the last day of the program, we send off our mentor to Xiao En crematorium in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan and bid farewell to our beloved mentor who had taught us a lot even in their silence. Overall, this program had sharpened my medical skills as well as my empathy towards my patients, to treat them with respect and gratitude.

Shum Wai Seng (UM_MIA190105)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Silent Mentor is a program I have been wanting to get my turn of participation since the day I got to know about it. I was always fascinated by the beauty of human anatomy which is one of the main reasons for taking on this course. I was always fascinated by the task of performing live saving procedures. However, as a medical student we are required to learn certain non-fatal procedures. Performing invasive procedures on a live patient needs knowledge and skills so that we will not make patients’ condition worse. This program has given a wonderful opportunity to practice procedures on our mentor. Apart from gaining medical knowledge, Silent Mentor has emphasised on humanity and compassion. Activities such as home visit and gratitude ceremony has shown me the importance of showing compassion. Family members have been supportive since first day too, even when they had to delay their final rituals and await for a closure. This selfless act by our mentor has inspired me to serve everyone to the best of my abilities.

Shamalan A/L Santhiran (UM_MIA190101)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been an incredibly profound and enriching experience that has significantly deepened my understanding and appreciation of the medical field. Through this program, I had the unique opportunity to hone my practical surgical skills, including intubation, chest tube insertion, and bladder drainage, under the guidance of Silent Mentors who generously donated their bodies for medical education. This selfless act of contribution has not only provided me with invaluable hands-on experience but has also instilled in me a deep sense of gratitude and responsibility.

I am immensely touched and inspired by the Silent Mentors' altruism. Their silent teachings remind us of the importance of empathy, respect, and compassion in medicine—qualities that are crucial for any healthcare professional. These mentors, in their silence, have taught me more than just technical skills; they have imparted lessons on the sanctity of life, the importance of patient care, and the profound impact a doctor can have on the lives of individuals and their families.

Reflecting on this experience, I am more committed than ever to approach my future medical career with a heightened sense of duty, empathy, and respect for the patients I will serve. The Silent Mentor Program has truly been a cornerstone in my medical education, shaping me not just into a more skilled practitioner, but into a more compassionate and thoughtful human being. Again, thank you to all the mentors, the SMP team (Prof Saw, Mr Sia, Ms Se Woon), and my great colleagues.

Alvin Ewe Tze Zin (UM_MIA190010)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Silent Mentor Program has been an eye opener for me. Before joining, I often questioned why my colleagues would say that they feel somewhat attached to their mentors. With time, I understood why. It is unfortunate that we meet our mentors when they are no longer with us, but at the same time, the time spent together in moments of silence was very meaningful. For them to donate their body for our benefit took a lot of courage and bravery. Having to take care of our mentors throughout the entire week made me realize that empathy goes a long way. They may not be with us spiritually, but we still must respect them. It was no doubt that we should use that opportunity to its fullest capacity, and I think we managed to achieve it. With the workshops provided for us, personally I think that I benefited a lot from the workshop in brushing up my skills that before this was only learned theoretically. It gave me more confidence throughout the whole process even if it was just a practical session. All in all, it was a worthwhile experience, and I will forever remember this. Thank you to all the mentors and their family for this chance.

Afiqah Aliah Binti Supri (UM_MIA190005)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

I’ve been looking forward for this program as it seems like a fun yet educative experience. After joining this program, I’ve realized that it is so much more than just having a hands-on experience and learning new procedures. The Silent Mentor Program taught me a lot on the meaning of empathy, respect, and professionalism. Being able to experience this with my friends and seeing everyone work together to give a proper send off to our mentors were an amazing and emotional experience. I will always be forever grateful to my Silent Mentor and the opportunities given as a participant of this program.

Syasya Husna Binti Mohd Sofi (UM_MIA190115)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Silent Mentor Program has always been one of the most anticipated programs to join as a medical student from Universiti Malaya. I’m extremely grateful to be given this learning opportunity. Prior to joining this program, I have always perceived it to enhance my surgical skills. However, after attending the program, I’ve realised that Silent Mentor Program provides so much more than just improving our clinical skills. It has taught me to treat human body with utmost respect and gentleness, to be humane while giving care to patients and to communicate with their relatives with empathy. Overall, it was a fruitful learning experience to me, I would love to join similar programs in the future.

Ng Kai Jian (UM_MIA190507)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Initially when signing up for the Silent Mentor Program, I thought it would just be a program for me to practice my clinical skills. However, what I was not prepared for was how it has impacted me emotionally also. Although I have never met my mentor Mr Ong, I felt as if he was my own grandfather and was very sad to see him go. I have a huge respect to all the mentors as they selflessly offer their bodies for the advancement of medical education.

Witnessing suchenerosity has instilled in me a renewed sense of compassion and empathy towards others, and I believe it has impacted me in such a way that will help me in my future career as a medical doctor.

Joining this program has been a transformative journey that has enriched my personal and professional life in myriad ways. I am very grateful to be given this rare opportunity. My mentor’s last words to us were ‘If patients feel that their doctors care about them, healing is already being administered without prescription’. As I continue this path, I will keep this in mind in my future practice - to be a doctor who can show their care through their actions, even before any medications are given.

Leong Jing Yi (UM_MIA190136)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

When I first joined Silent Mentor Program, I did not really know what to expect. I knew roughly that we would be practicing procedures on donated bodies, and at the same time learn about the gracious individuals that gave their bodies to us, but I did not expect how it would impact me as a person and as a future doctor. Learning about my mentor, Mr Ong Kim San's life and personality through his family allowed me to connect with him as a person, even though we did not have the privilege to meet in life.

When I first saw him on that table, I felt like knew him in some way. I knew that we had to treat him with the respect and care that he deserved, just as we would treat our future patients in front of us. Over the following procedures and program, through bleary tired eyes, I came to relish the quiet time spent with Mr Ong, cleaning him from the previous day's procedures, and looking forward to learning more from that day's workshop. With every incision and stitch, I felt immense gratitude towards Mr Ong, as well as the other 3 mentors who had allowed us this precious opportunity to learn from them. The clinical skills I have gleamed from this program will surely serve me well in my future career and I am blessed to have had the chance to meet these 4 amazing individuals.

No words can repay my thanks and gratitude to our Silent Mentors and their family members, who have been so supportive throughout our journey. I will always remember Mr Ong and the lesson that he taught me about the importance of compassion in medicine.

Bonnie Lim Li Shuen (UM_MIA190019)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

When I first entered this program, I thought that I will learn about anatomy and clinical skills. It turns out that I gain more than just that. Humanity and empathy are such a big core that were heavily valued in this program. I am so impressed of how much respect that were shown towards the donors and their family through this program. Being a medical professional, we sometimes forgot the human part of our profession and we tend to see our patients as just another disease that needed to be cured or settle. This program made me realised that my perception was far from the truth. Our patients are humans with feelings and families on theirs. For us it might be another fail surgery or procedure but for the families and friends, it’s a loss of their loved one. In this program, I saw how heartbreaking is it for the family members to saw their loved one lie cold on the bed. I hope that this program will ensure that I can deliver a better care to my patients with compassion in the future.

Ahmad Shahin Bin Shaferi (UM_MIA190007)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Getting from knowing I was selected for this precious chance of joining the Silent Mentor workshop up until the very last moment coming back to campus from the memorial park, I felt truly blessed and gratitude to have this chance to participate and learn from this Silent Mentor workshop. Before joining this workshop, I thought it would be a great medical workshop, which will benefit me for my medical experience and knowledge. But after these few weeks and went through all the workshop, I felt I might have gained some medical knowledge and experience, but what truly I had rewarded from this workshop is my own experience and my growing as I progress my way towards a medical practitioner. Silent Mentors really let me learn a lot from them, from giving us to do medical procedures and with the wish of “please make mistakes on me but promise me not to make any mistakes when you are a doctor when you are treating a patient” and let us learn on how to be a better doctor in the future. At here, I would again say thanks to all Silent Mentors and doctors, who taught me a lot and let me learned a lot, I will bring this learnings with me throughout my medical career.

Chin Kang Fu (UM_MIA190022)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Remember joining Silent Mentor Program as a volunteer in my first year. Joining the send-off ceremony. I remembered I literally got teary hearing seniors sang the exact same song. 5 years later, I’m beyond blessed I’m able to join as a participant. The feelings I got, was so different. I always wonder why the seniors were so emotional during the send-off ceremony. Now I know. Being involved as a participant in this program, I’m not only being taught the hands on skills that will be essential during my intern years, also being empathy, and think of their family members while doing any decision. I think this will be my biggest takeaway from this program. I’m extremely proud of my teammates for this batch workshop, as we were all final year students preparing our final exams. Yet, we all pulled off quite nicely. Thanks everyone involved in this workshop. Helping us in and out, relentlessly.

Lim Sze Er (UM_MIA190059)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Cultivating humility, empathy and compassion, the Silent Mentor Program is a poignant reminder of the sacred trust bestowed upon myself as a future healthcare professional. Receiving the silent teachings of mentors, I have gained invaluable anatomical knowledge and developed a deeper understanding of the sanctity of life in medicine. The pursuit of medicine is an ongoing journey of dedication, perpetual learning and commitment to healing, both physically as well as emotionally. It is a noble endeavour marked by selflessness, exemplified by the generous donors in this program, which serves as a significant learning milestone for all medical students.

Wong Zhi Yong (UM_MIA190512)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The Silent Mentor Program was an unforgettable workshop. I have benefitted greatly from this unforgettable experience. Not only did it contribute to my accrual of knowledge, it has also renewed my passion for medicine and helping others. For a few of us, it was a test of discipline as well. I’m glad I can say I did my best as a sign of appreciation towards the mentors. I will forever be grateful towards the mentors and their respective families for all they have done to accommodate this learning experience.

Nicholas Tan Heng Han (UM_MIA190506)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The Silent Mentor Program provided me with a unique learning experience, offering insights and knowledge that I couldn't find elsewhere. Witnessing the sacrifices made by the mentors deeply moved me and instilled a profound respect and appreciation for their contributions to medical learning. Their selflessness and dedication have enriched my medical knowledge and inspired me to strive for excellence in my future journey as a healthcare professional.

Shasha Zuhayra Binti Zulkarnain (UM_MIA190103)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

I’m glad that I’m part of the Silent Mentor Program. It plays a vital role in advancing medical knowledge and training future healthcare professionals. The selfless act of those who donate their bodies is truly inspiring, and your dedication to honouring their generosity with respect and professionalism is commendable. Thank you for providing invaluable learning opportunities and contributing to the betterment of healthcare worldwide.

Bill Charehn Suvanmannee (UM_MIA190018)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The Silent Mentor workshop was an enriching experience that I am truly grateful to have participated in. This program not only improved my skills but also rekindled my passion for healthcare and service to others. The discipline required during the workshop was indeed a challenge, but it was a worthwhile one that pushed me to grow and improve. I am deeply appreciative of the Silent Mentors who selflessly donated their bodies for us, as well as their families for their support in making this learning experience possible. Their dedication and commitment to our growth have left a lasting impact on me. This workshop has undoubtedly enriched my professional journey, and I am forever grateful for this experience.

Husain Faaiq Bin Safiullah (UM_MIA190035)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Words can't describe how much I appreciate the opportunity that has been given by our Silent Mentors through this program. I've learnt a lot; from medical knowledge to a connection from one human being to another. The empathy, the kindness, the compassion. I've gained all these valuable knowledge and experience within a workshop. I'm glad to able to meet truly kind and selfless people who willingly to contribute to the society even in the afterlife. It's such an eye-opening experience and I believed that learning about my Silent Mentor's life story, I too learn a few things from him; to live my life to the fullest and to spread love and kindness.

Rachael Chin Kit Yi (UM_MIA190095)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The program has been profoundly impactful, offering a unique opportunity for personal and professional growth. Working with the Silent Mentors has been humbling, teaching me not only about anatomy but also about empathy and respect in medicine. The support and guidance provided by Mr Sia and team as well as volunteer doctors have been invaluable, enhancing my understanding of medical ethics and the responsibilities of a healthcare professional. Thank you for creating such a meaningful learning experience. I am honoured to have been a part of it and look forward to carrying forward the lessons learned into my future practice.

Nur Aimi Nabilah Binti Zanalabidin (UM_MIA190080)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been a humbling experience, it has helped me grow not just academically but emotionally and ethically. Witnessing the selflessness of Silent Mentors and their families inspired me to approach my future career with humility and dedication to honouring the humanity of every patient. Through this program, I was also able to get to know my colleagues more in depth and exercise the value of togetherness. All in all, I am eternally grateful for this once in a life time opportunity to learn.

Yap Wey Lim (UM_MIA190517)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

I’m truly grateful to be given this once in a lifetime chance to join the Silent Mentor Program as a participant. Before joining, I thought that my only role was to practice my hands on skills, however, as I slowly got involved in this program, I realized that it’s more than just hands on practice. This workshop lets me indulge into the past life of the Silent Mentors and feel the love they have transcended over time and space. Even in a short span of time, a connection is made between us and our Silent Mentor. Every day we will be there to clean our Silent Mentor’s body and learn from him, this has then made a stronger bond between us and our Silent Mentor. From being a total stranger to being a person close to my heart, it was really hard to see the sending off of my Silent Mentor. Words couldn’t describe how thankful I am to my Silent Mentor for his selfless act to donate his body for medical education. After experiencing the Silent Mentor Program, there’s this quietness and peacefulness in me. It’s a feeling that is indescribable. I really enjoyed my week in this program, hopefully this program could be continued for a lifetime so that medical students and even doctors are able to benefit from it! THANK YOU!

Loo Fui Jane (UM_MIA190061)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

无语良师工作坊给予我的不仅仅是可以练习实践技能的机会，更是让我见证无私奉献精神的力量，在我心中激起层层的浪花。老师们将生命的价值发挥到了极致，身体力行地教导我，即使在生命的终点，仍然可以传递大爱，将人性的真善美延续下去。每每早晨净身仪式前的一分钟默哀，我仿佛可以听见四位无语良师—梁老师、马老师、王老师、邓老师的谆谆教诲，引导我们用心学习，对我们说：“宁在我身上行千万刀，也不要在病人身上错划一刀”。我会将四位老师留给我们的寄语铭记于心，不愧对于老师们，不愧对于我将来的病人，成为一名有医德、充满同理心及慈悲心的良医。

Janice Ko Keh Shin (UM_MIA190037)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

At first, being in the Silent Mentor Program, was pondered to be just attending workshops and classes. To get hands on skills. However, after joining SMP, it has made me realised that life is more than just attend classes, or just doing certain things. It has opened me. It has made me realised that life is a journey. Life is not a zero-sum game. Though the mentors, were previously never acquainted to us. However, they were willing to play such a huge role in our learning. This has built my trust and love in humanity. The whole program has been well, to teach me hands on skills and compassion.

Ch’ng Yau Lun (UM_MIA190504)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

I am grateful to have this golden opportunity to join the Silent Mentor workshop. From home visit to the gratitude ceremony, I am thankful to be involved in the full processes. Thank you to all the four Silent Mentors. Listening to all their life stories and the reasons for becoming Silent Mentors, I promise that I will apply the skills and knowledge in my future clinical practice. Apart from learning skills and knowledge, I am also amazed with the love from the family members and the respect paid by the committees towards the family members. This workshop is really meaningful, and it plays an essential role in medicine.

Teo Chiu Yee (UM_MIA190120)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The program was an eye-opener for me since it was my first time witnessing different religions sending off ceremony. We also had gotten the opportunity to learn about our mentor and to connect with the family members to convey the mentor’s stories and last wishes as best as we could to everyone. On top of learning about practical skills, one extra thing I had learnt from this program is that everyone can be your teacher if you are willing to learn from them. In this field of work, for healthcare professionals, patients would be our best teachers and even when they have passed away, we were able to still learn so much from them. I am grateful for all the Silent Mentors for their selfless sacrifice. Hopefully by attending this program, it will make me a better doctor in the future with better skills and empathy.

Hureen Zulaikha Binti Zulkiflee (UM_MIA190034)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

医学路上的最后一块拼图！曾经的我，在听到留学印度的医学生朋友分享取之不尽，用之不竭的大体，会感到羡慕；曾经的我，在大学一年级时，在人体解剖学时，只能冰冷的看着已面目全非的大体，看着和课本上已截然不同的器官；曾经的我，对于器官，对于大体，只是抱着无感的心态，追求着课本上的知识。身为医学生，我们总是追求着医学上的知识，保持了对待病人的专业态度，完善着双手的技术。现在的我，参与了无语良师计划，亲身的了解每一个大体背后都有属于自己的一段故事，每一位都是完成了生离死别的人生。他们身上施加的每一针每一刀，都会时刻提醒自己，每一位都是有血有肉有故事的个体。

我们都具备了知识，技术。但是，无语良师计划，给予我们的，是医学路上的最后一块拼图，是赋予医学生行医时，多了一个人性，多了一个同理心。感恩，无语良师们。

Chong Zhen Xuan (UM_MIA190028)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

The Silent Mentor Program was something I have been looking forward to for a long time. I knew roughly what it was about and was excited to join and learn some procedures that I have only been able to witness before this. I was surprised that the entire program involved us students from the start till the end, from the day our dear Silent Mentor passed on, to the day we laid him in the casket. It was truly an unforgettable experience that I am very grateful for.

Meeting the SM’s family to get to know more about him was a bittersweet experience for me, knowing we will never meet but nevertheless he had made such an impactful contribution to my journey as a medical student. As the workshop progressed, I learnt a lot from all the Silent Mentors and doctors. We were constantly reminded to respect our mentors and always started with a minute of silence. After the workshop, we were also involved in the sending off ceremony which was extremely emotional. Seeing the family members of our mentors with teary eyes and hearing they’re speeches made me realise as we were gaining so much from this, it was still a big loss for so many people. Yet, they graciously participated and even thanked us for the respect we have shown to their loved ones.

All in all, this was an experience I truly appreciate and has made me grow in many ways. I thank the Silent Mentor team who have successfully organised this event with such detail and professionalism.

Syara Nabila Binti Amran (UM_MIA190113)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

For the past 1 week, I had a great and eye-opening experience through Silent Mentor Program. I could not describe how grateful I am to be allowed to participate in the Silent Mentor Program. I learned to appreciate living life more. I am very grateful to be given the opportunity to mingle with family members and to get to know each other more. I think Silent Mentor Program provide a great opportunity for medical students to learn. I hope that the standard of the Silent Mentor Program would be maintained in future. Thank you again for giving me such a golden opportunity to participate.

Nurul Safirah Binti Norhisham (UM_MIA190092)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

I have heard a lot from my friends and seniors that the Silent Mentor Program is a very memorable experience prior to joining one. I started this program with not much expectation. I just wanted to get some hands-on experience with the procedures that will be taught. However, throughout the program, and by the end of the program, the greatest reward that I got from it wasn’t the knowledge nor the procedures that I have done. It was more on emotional reward; the connection with my Silent Mentor whom I haven’t met but felt that I knew him; the humanity and humility lessons that this program taught me to be a better and more compassion doctor in the future.

Teng Zhi Sean (UM_MIA190523)

37th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Mar 2024

What impacted me the most was completing the power point slides. At times, the world feels like it’s moving at a snail’s pace; studying, mopping the floor, washing the dishes. Then come times that you enjoy, holidays that pass by in a blink of an eye. But at the end of the day, we all face the one certainty in life, that is, everything that lives will die and all the time we spent will come to an end. How do you put 84 years of someone’s life into 15 slides and if they had the choice, what would they have chosen to present? What would my 15 slides say after I die? We only have this one life and believe it or not, we often forget. Caught up in social media, news or plain contagious gossip that infects our minds and millions of other sources of media that confuse us and ultimately influence how we live our lives. I have found that these thoughts occupy my mind throughout Silent Mentor, I have spent more time away from media to focus on myself and my thoughts, to try and work towards a life that I would be happy to present in 15 slides. Ms Juelie has been incredibly kind to us and from a recent dinner, we learnt that this program has inspired her friends and Ms Juelie herself to pledge to Silent Mentor which reflects on how positive the experience was for her.

Ahmad Zahin B Ozlan Izma (UM_MIA180004)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

It was a busy and hectic week. Our days start as early as 5am and ends at around 11pm. Despite all this, I can’t help but feel tremendously honoured and grateful by the learning opportunities that all of us get to experience, and all of these wouldn’t be possible had we not been blessed with our selfless mentors. We were involved in this program since the very beginning, from meeting the family members to accompanying the mentors for cremation ceremony. We got to know the life stories of our selfless mentors before learning from their body. I feel like these mentors are so selfless and I appreciate them so much for providing the opportunity for us to learn. I would also like to thank Mr. Sia and other volunteers for making this program a reality. The spirit of volunteerism is truly remarkable as the works are hard and none of them are paid for it. Thank you so much.

Nur Azri Azira Bt Johari (UM_MIA180083)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been an enlightening and humbling experience, providing me an insight on the interconnectedness of life, learning, and the profound act of selfless giving even beyond death.

The home visit to learn about the background of my mentor offered a glimpse into the life of an individual who, in their passing, became a silent guide for the medical community. Learning about their personal history, achievements, and the values they held dear fostered a sense of respect and gratitude. The initiation ceremony was a solemn occasion, a moment of acknowledgment and acceptance of the responsibilities that come with the privilege of learning from such a unique form of donation. The workshops, where hands-on learning took place, were both challenging and rewarding. Engaging with the human body in a way that transcends textbooks and digital simulations brought a sense of responsibility and reverence. Each incision and exploration became a dialogue with my Silent Mentor, a respectful collaboration in the pursuit of medical knowledge. The sending-off ceremony marked the end of this transformative journey. It was a moment of reflection and gratitude, a time to honour the Silent Mentors and express appreciation for their selfless contribution to medical education.

The Silent Mentor Program has taught me that learning extends beyond textbooks and classrooms; it encompasses empathy, respect, and a deep understanding of the human experience. It has instilled in me a sense of duty to honour the silent voices that have contributed to my education, and a commitment to approach medicine with both skill and compassion.

Choon Xin Yi (UM_MIA190505)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Throughout my participation in the Silent Mentor Program, from the initial home visit to the poignant closing ceremony, I have garnered a treasure trove of invaluable life lessons. While mastering various clinical skills—from intricate suturing techniques to the confident insertion of a central venous line—has been pivotal, the most profound insight has been the cultivation of empathy and selflessness.

This program has illuminated the profound notion that one can continue to benefit others even beyond life's passing. Engaging with the families throughout these experiences has underscored the paramount importance of effective communication in the realm of healthcare. The beauty of this journey lies not just in the clinical prowess acquired but in the deeper understanding of human connection and compassion.

I find myself forever indebted to my esteemed teacher, Mr. Koh Kooi Eng, and his family members, alongside the unwavering support of Mr. Sia and the entire silent mentor staff. The bonds formed between my colleagues has added another layer of richness to this beautiful experience. As I reflect on these experiences, I am filled with gratitude for the profound impact this journey has had on both my professional and personal growth.

May these lessons in empathy and selflessness continue to resonate in my approach to patient care and in my interactions with colleagues and families.

Khairul Amirin B Sharkawi (UM_MIA180038)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

It was a very humbling experience where I got to learn a lot of different amazing skills along-side my friends, teachers and most importantly my Silent Mentor. I learned to be selfless and empathetic as it was clearly portrayed by our amazing Silent Mentors who selflessly donated their body for the advancement of health science and technology. The kindness and acceptance that the family showed us will forever be remembered. I would like to thank everyone that had worked so hard to turn the 36th Silent Mentor Workshop into a success and may we all use the gift of knowledge that had been obtained from this event to help more people in the future. Thank you.

Anis Sofia Nasir (UM_MIA170010)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

In the realm of the Silent Mentor Workshop, the influence of Mr. Koh Hooi Eng has been a guiding force, leaving an indelible mark on my path. His unspoken guidance is a beacon for my journey, and I express eternal gratitude to him and his family.

The decision of Mr. Koh Hooi Eng's family to transform their loss into a gift for the medical profession is a testament to their generosity. From the heartwarming home visit in Klang, their kindness resonated with all of us. Getting to know the intricacies of Mr. Koh's life, I found inspiration in his experiences, each detail leaving a profound impact on me.

The workshop provided a platform to enhance not only my practical skills but also deepen my anatomical knowledge through insightful sessions. This opportunity is an honour and I appreciate the selflessness by Mr. Koh Hooi Eng, shaping not just my skills but my character as well.

As I carry forward the lessons learned from Mr. Koh, his contribution becomes a quiet guide on my medical journey. His legacy, shared through this workshop, becomes a part of my own narrative which reminds me of the noble purpose in the medical profession.

Ng Yin Xuan (UM_MIA190518)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

First and foremost, I would like to thank the 36th Silent Mentor Workshop for giving me the opportunity to join. It had been the best closure to my medical schooI to be able to participate in a program that I had dreamed of being a part of since the start of my final year. I had learned a lot during this one week in terms of hands-on skills. The program had also been an emotionally and spiritually charged experience.

Humanistic values were the beating heart of the program, attributes that I was thoroughly familiarized with during the invaluable week. We started with visitations of the Silent Mentors’ family members, learning the curves and contours of the imprints that the dead had left on these people—their aspirations, identities, and livelihoods. It was a series of walks down memory lane, an exercise in compassion to lend soulful warmth to the cold bodies that we were about to dissect. Crushing grief was ever present in the conversations with the family members and friends of the dead, but so were love and fondness. These were ultimately the brushes that painted vivid pictures of the mentors and immortalized them in motion, alive. These pictures further served to remind us that the bodies were fellow humans whose veins life and all that pertained to it once had rushed through and thus deserved care and respect.

A lot of things that we learned theoretically were made clearer through the hands-on teaching of the workshop. During it, we were trained to do procedural skills such as chest tube insertion, endotracheal intubation, central line insertion, and suturing on the donated bodies, in addition to the more advanced surgical techniques. The methodical act of threading sutures, closing open wounds, and getting up close and personal to the bodies had helped instil a new level of respect for the dead in me. The program as a whole aimed to cultivate empathy and compassion, as the medical field is often riddled with mines that perpetuate disengagement or desensitisation from one’s humanity due to the inevitable nature of death. It had taught me that people’s life stories do not end with death, and our work not only involves saving the living but also upholding the dignity of the dead.

Near the end of the program, we dressed the Silent Mentors properly and according to their respective religion’s death rites. As I swathed the cold, lifeless bodies in shrouds, I reflected on the ephemerality of life and the kind of legacy I would like to leave behind when death came knocking upon my doorsteps. It was sobering and daunting, but oddly grounding at the same time. It was the highest honour to be a part of the death rites for the mentors and to walk alongside them on that last stretch of journey through life as we paid our final respect to each of them. I did not know these people personally, but the small glimpses into their lives that we had been given were enough to suffuse me with glowing warmth despite the subdued proceedings.

All in all, Silent Mentor helped us to improve our skills and confidence as future holistic doctors who also put heavy emphasis on humanistic values. All these priceless experiences were all due to the kind sacrifices of our Silent Mentors, who donated their bodies willingly and unconditionally for the good of mankind.

Siti Nur Wajihah Bt Abdullah (UM_MIA180114)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

This one week of participating in the Silent Mentor Program has been a profoundly reflective journey on my understanding of life, death, and the intricacies of the human body. The home visit allowed us to have a glimpse into the life of our beloved mentor. We had a better understanding of him as a person, his passion for work and family, and his life motto. Even though we did not have the chance to meet him in person, I would like to express my greatest gratitude to him. He continued to be a great inspiration to us after his passing.

Through the workshops, I learned more about human anatomy and had the chance to perform hands-on procedures like chest tubes, intubation, and suturing procedures on real humans. I truly benefited a lot from this one week. However, in my opinion, the core values of the Silent Mentor Program are to instil humanity among us medical students and remind us to always treat every patient professionally. These values were not taught by any kind of textbook, yet I believe they will always remain an integral part of my medical journey.

Chong Jie Zun (UM_MIA190026)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I thought I will never have the chance to join Silent Mentor since I was already in PRINT posting. But God knows better where He allows me to experience it before I sign out as a medical student. I’ve heard a lot about this program in term of how hectic it was, but honestly it wasn’t that bad. I enjoyed every activity in this program from the beginning which was the home visit until the end when we went to the cemetery. I didn’t just learn about medical procedures and anatomy from the mentors, but I also gained a lot of impactful exposure regarding good things that they did when they were still alive. Last but not least, to know who they were as a living human being while looking at their selfless dead body make me realize that life is short and unpredictable. It makes me appreciate people and my life more. Thank you mentors and organizers.

Ras Athirah Bt Mohd Salleh (UM_MIA180103)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I was in a meditation retreat when I was told that my mentor had only a few days left. In my belief, saying a prayer to someone with a cultivated mind would yield higher merits. And that was what I did for the last 2 days before her passing.

Later on, I felt gratified by the way her family welcomed me for lunch, talked to me, and for a family photo at Xiao En memorial park. All of them were very touched by the presentation given earlier that morning. In my mind, I was thinking “If they could spend hours traveling from Penang twice for the ceremonies, equally, I would do the same for my presentation, in honour of them”.

I have learnt the spiritual fulfilment in cherishing the lives and creating a memorable experience for others, all thanks to my beloved mentor - Ms. Tan Swee Kim.

Khern Wei Chern (UM_MIA180136)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I was in my hometown when I received the news from our leader that our mentor was about to reach her time. I prayed so that her end will be peaceful and as painless as it can be. 2 days after, we were told that she had peacefully passed on.

A month later, we went on a trip to visit our mentor’s family to learn more about her. Her family was very welcoming. From their story, we learnt that our mentor is very much loved and cherished by all those around her because she is kind and selfless. Following this, we prepared for the workshop.

As we go through the ceremony and finally the final presentation and sending off, I can’t help but shed some tears as the video of her last singing played at the front. How can someone who was suffering from late-stage cancer appeared so tough and keep on smiling-indeed she was a very strong warrior. May you rest in peace, Ms. Tan Swee Kim and thank you for everything you have taught us.

Muhammad Verka Danial B Nagi (UM_MIA180065)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

《宁愿在我身上划千刀也不愿病人身上错一刀》

在我医学系的旅程中，无语良师工作坊是我最宝贵的经历。感谢各位教授，医生与志愿者们为活动付出的辛勤努力，从指导我们接待大体老师到槟城家访，再到整个工作坊的顺利进行，都离不开您们的帮助。

我也特别感谢我的无语良师，陈老师。您说，这是我们为您完成您最后的心愿但是我更想感谢的是您对医学界的奉献。您的无私与大爱为我树立了榜样。感谢您在短暂的工作坊中传授的为人处事之道，让我找回对医学的热忱。谢谢您引导我们勿忘初心，成为一位真正的良医。您的教诲将永远在我心中闪耀。谢谢。

Chuan Yin Xin (UM_MIA190029)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

“One gives freely, yet grows all the richer; another withholds what he should give, and only suffers want."

I've always wondered what it is like to be a participant in Silent Mentor. One thought of increase in medical knowledge or precision in surgical techniques. However, I was wrong. More than medical knowledge, Silent Mentor impacted me emotionally and spiritually.

Throughout the program, from visiting my mentor's family and going through the workshops, I can't help but ponder on the meaning of life and our purpose on earth. I'm especially in awe of my mentor Miss Tan Swee Kim, who selflessly gives herself in hopes to be a blessing to others. Even as her family was sharing about her charitable acts, I could sense that indeed she has a beautiful and generous heart.

As the final ceremony came to an end, I was moved to tears by the video of her singing. There was such joy in her despite the suffering she had to endure.

One key lesson that I learnt was gratitude is a virtue. Gratefulness leads to generosity. Life is short, and death is inevitable. When we cherish those little moments in life with our loved ones, we learn how to be thankful. And this act of being grateful leads us to freely and willingly use our time and ability to help others. Indeed, it is always more blessed to give than to receive.

Abigail Ashwini Murali (UM_MIA180002)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I am truly grateful to be a part of this Silent Mentor Program as it was a once in a lifetime experience for me. I have known about this program through my colleagues and peers who have mentioned that they truly gained a lot of knowledge in different aspects through this program. I learnt not only the basic clinical skills but the importance of empathetic value in life. The mentors inspiring life stories and noble sacrifices have taught me to always give to our society and community in any aspects that we could. Besides, I am also grateful for the opportunity to perform and practice the procedures during the workshop. The doctors were kind and patient in teaching us the right technique although some procedures needed multiple attempts for the correct technique. I could not thank my Silent Mentors, their families, friends and the doctors enough for allowing me the amazing opportunity. I truly hope that I can become a doctor with compassion, empathy and respect for my patients. Again, thank you for making me a part of this wonderful and humbling experience.

Nandhinee A/P Nadarajah (UM_MIA180069)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Silent Mentor Program is something that I have always wanted to join ever since I joined 1^st year. I am more than grateful to be part of this wonderful experience in my last week in medical school. I learnt that being a doctor goes beyond the knowledge itself in this program. Being able to learn about my mentor’s life experiences as well as their reason to join this Silent Mentor Program is really an eye-opening experience to me. I am very thankful to all my fellow batchmates, juniors, doctors and also the Silent Mentor committee members who were really working together throughout the program to make it to be successful and for us to achieve our aim. My mentor is really someone I look up to and will forever remember her contribution and selfless act throughout my life. I hope that I will be able to become a good doctor and be able to help those in need in the future despite how hard things become. Thank you once again to everyone.

Vaisnavi A/P Suresh Kumar (UM_MIA180127)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

In the past week, my participation in the Silent Mentor Program has been a profound and enlightening experience. First and foremost, delving into the life of my assigned mentor provided valuable insights. Her journey left a lasting impact on me, influencing my perspective on life. Beyond that, the program had a great effect on both volunteers and participants. It became clear that the shared experiences shaped us to be more empathetic. The mental and spiritual impact was definitely an experience that could not be bought anywhere. Furthermore, the program has reminded me the inevitability of death. This reflection served as a reminder to live life to the fullest. The emphasis on giving back to society and doing good in daily life became a guiding principle. The Silent Mentor Program, in just one week, not only broadened my understanding of life and death but also instilled a sense of purpose in contributing positively to the world around me. I thank everyone for the great opportunity and to the people who have helped and guided us all throughout without wanting anything in return. Thank you.

Nornatasya Binti Mohammad Rosli (UM_MIA180081)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that the experience I obtained from the Silent Mentor Program was unparalleled. My mentor, through her phenomenal altruism and generosity, had unknowingly left an indelible mark on those of us who had the opportunity to participate in this program. She had taught all of us far beyond the medical aspect of which she had originally intended. I personally feel that I have grown exponentially in the emotional, mental and spiritual sense in the short span of a couple of weeks, a feat that was made possible, all thanks to the simple act of giving, a value which my mentor had hold dear to her, and something that I would strive to emulate as much as possible in everything that I do henceforth. I also feel that this is an invaluable experience that every medical student/professional should try to indulge in should they have the opportunity. I’m also thankful for her family for being extremely accommodating to us, and I would like to extend my deepest gratitude to Mr Sia and his team, for their selfless effort in making this program the success that it is, and that many of us would not have been able to grasp this chance had it not been for their unwavering and tireless volunteerism. Thank you always!

Nur Shahirah Binti Abdul Latiff (UM_MIA180086)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Throughout this journey, I have come to realize the immense power of selflessness. My mentor, Ms Tan Swee Kim even until the end of her life, exemplified selflessness in its truest form. She continued to give and give, without seeking anything in return. Her dedication to making a difference and impacting the lives of others has left an indelible mark on our hearts.

It is clear to see that my mentor is greatly loved by the people around her. Her presence has touched the lives of many, whether it be through her words, her actions, or simply by being herself. Through her life, she has inspired people to do more, to be more, and to strive for excellence in all that they do. Her legacy is a shining example of the power of love, kindness, and empathy.

In today's fast-paced world, it’s too easy to become consumed by the demands of everyday life. We often find ourselves racing from one commitment to the next, seldom pausing to contemplate the inevitable conclusion of our time on this earth. Our experience with this program has served as an important reminder that amidst the chaos of life, it is crucial to take the time to reflect on death.

This program has taught us to confront the reality of death in a meaningful way. We’ve gained a new perspective of life and we realized that every moment we are given is a precious gift. Our mentor's acceptance of her own mortality and her unwavering commitment to give to others, even in the face of suffering, has been a source of tremendous inspiration to us.

In conclusion, I am deeply grateful for the opportunity to have been part of the Silent Mentor Program. The lessons learned and the experiences gained will forever hold a special place in our hearts. We are committed to carrying forward the legacy of our mentor by striving to emulate her selflessness, embody her compassion, and work tirelessly to make a positive impact within the medical community and beyond.

I am deeply grateful to all the mentors, their family members and to all those who have supported us on this incredible journey. May we all be inspired to live with purpose, to love unconditionally, and to give generously, just as our mentors have shown us.

Wan Sahirah Binti Wan Johan (UM_MIA180129)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I was involved in the 36th Silent Mentor Workshop over the past week. I was not sure what to expect at the start of the program, however at the end of it, I realised how lucky and blessed I am to be a part of this program. The organiser has been very professional and helpful throughout not just to us participants but to the families of our Silent Mentors. The structure of the program was not only respectful to our Silent Mentors but allowed us to grasp and experience the human side of medicine that we often forget. We were very blessed to have formed a close relationship with the family of our mentor Mr. Tan.

The procedures we learnt during the period were also memorable, as these are procedures, we would not have had the opportunity to learn until much later in our careers. The lecturers and doctors who took the time out of their busy schedule were also very kind, patient and willing to guide us throughout the process.

Overall, the most important lesson I have learnt is not the procedures but from the life and philosophy of my mentor Mr. Tan who lived a life of giving.

John Paul Sim Yong Ming (UM_MIA190134)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

The Silent Mentor Program was a good learning experience I had. As a final year medical student, it has taught me how to have gratitude and the care towards others. My mentor was a hero to me as he thought of contributing to be part of medical research and to teach medical students procedures that we won’t even be able to perform until we become medical officers. I am really grateful to be part of the Silent Mentor team before I graduated. It has made me realise that I would one day want to donate my body to the Silent Mentor Program to help the upcoming medical students when I have passed away from the very Earth we walk on.

Kishvan Nair (UM_MIA190045)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Silent Mentor Program has helped me to sharpen my procedural skills & anatomical knowledge. It is a once in a life opportunity to be able to practise the skills, thanks to the kindness of the Silent Mentors. To add on, learning about the Silent Mentor's background & life experiences during the home visit had taught me to be more respectful towards all patients, and to treat them as humans & not merely a diagnosis/disease.

Siti Aisyah Binti Abdul Rahman (UM_MIA190107)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I was juggling through the workshop during an extremely packed and busy schedule. The workshop just made the schedule even worse and I don't think I properly immersed myself in the emotional complexity of it until it neared its end. For me, the workshop was about learning new skill sets even after meeting the family members. I think I was too busy to have any sort of emotional attachment towards the mentor. Up until the 3rd day of cleaning and preparing the mentor, I suddenly felt a heavy sense of burden and pity towards the mentor. I realised the entire team was responsible for caring for him even after his death and that sparked a sense of gratitude I have never felt before. During the coffining session, it then really hit me, how noble my mentor was. How only the purest of hearts could donate their bodies to the medical world like this. As we walked down the hill, escorting the bodies to the bus parking area, a man in front of me said he was a potential Silent Mentor and he came here to check things out before signing up. He was very impressed and said he'll definitely sign up for it. It amazed me how the mentors continue to inspire different people at different stages of the workshop despite being silent. It is like a chain reaction, spreading kindness and selflessness.

Nurin Afiqa Md Yadi (UM_MIA190086)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program was an eye-opening experience, merging theory with hands-on medical practice. The dedicated trainers and lecturers taught us a lot, boosting my confidence to perform medical procedures as a future medical practitioner. Navigating through various medical tasks highlighted the importance of empathy in healthcare. Witnessing the complexities of the human body deepened my understanding of the balance between science and compassion. This experience has not only deepened my medical knowledge but has also fostered profound respect for individuals who selflessly become our Silent Mentors, with a special acknowledgement to my Silent Mentor, Mr. Tan Hoi Choi. Additionally, the unwavering support from the Silent Mentor's family members played a pivotal role in the success of this program.

Mohammad Qisti Khairi Bin Mohammad Rizzuan (UM_MIA190063)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

When I initially found out that I was going to participate in this program, I was worried about the busy schedule as I was in my final year. However, I quickly realised that, despite the workload that comes with being a medical student participant, the experience is truly worth it. This program does so much more than get hands on experience learning and practising new techniques. I managed to bond with my Silent Mentor & his family, gaining an added perspective throughout the workshops. His selfless gift has taught me the importance of understanding and respecting everyone through empathy and giving. I am truly grateful for this experience and will remember it for as long as I practice medicine.

Sharanya A/P Mohanan (UM_MIA190102)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

感謝無語良師計劃，十分感恩和感激各位無語良師無私的奉獻。通過這次的計畫，我學習到的不止是醫學上的知識，更是老師們無私及偉大的心靈和力量。老師們的奉獻精神將成為我心中永遠的典範，成為我人生中不可磨滅的一道風景。我會把從無語良師們身上所學習到的精神和經歷銘記於心，努力成為一名仁醫，為這個社會貢獻自己的力量。衷心感謝各位無語良師！

Chngh Zi Wei (UM_MIA190024)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

身为一位医学生，我十分感恩得到参与无语良师计划的机会，这个计划不但将医学书籍的知识化为现实，而且也将无语老师的无私化为奉献。感恩无语良师们，是您们让我在知识的花园中茁壮成长，而您们的奉献也如同春天的雨露般滋润着医学生们学习与感悟的大地。我愿将感恩之心化为前行的动力，将所学所感传承发扬，带着无语良师的教诲为更多未来的医生及病患点亮前行的灯火。

Lee Wen Hui (UM_MIA190052)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

This was truly a memorable experience, although it was a busy week but it surely is a fulfilling one. Not only did I learn the basic medical knowledge and skills, I also learnt the act of giving and devotion. I would like to send my deepest gratitude to all the Silent Mentors and their family members, as they gifted us this priceless experience. Learning about the story of each Silent Mentor made me reflect on my values and purpose in life, and I hope to cherish my future and to give back to society as they all did.

Lee Xiao Xuan (UM_MIA190522)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Silent Mentor Program made me appreciate the life of mentors. In which their noble act of providing me edification from their history, family, and body, is indeed an invaluable learning experience. It's not just about the head knowledge, but the ability to empathise, communicate, and extending patient's care inclusive of the family members. Ultimately, Silent Mentor Program instilled the attitude of acknowledging my mentors with gratitude, respect, and love.

Jason Colin Chieng Tze Shern (UM_MIA190039)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

The Silent Mentor Program has indeed taught me beyond of what I expected at the beginning of the program. It was an eye-opening experience. I had the opportunity to know about our Silent Mentor during the home visit and knowing how generous and selfless person he was, I was so touched and realised that we can’t just do good when we are still breathing, but we can also continue to contribute to the society in our afterlife. I want our Silent Mentors to know that we, medical students have learned a lot from them. And their hopes to contribute to the medical world and make us better doctors are achieved and fulfilled. It was a very exhausting tiring week but the most precious one so far. Thank you to the Silent Mentor Program for this eye-opening experience.

Sarah Uzma Binti Norazmi (UM_MIA190098)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Being part of this Silent Mentor Program has given me a different perspective towards learning, respect and gratitude. The opportunities and teachings to help us learn. Different forms of respect to our beloved Silent Mentor and each other. As well as gratitude for our Silent Mentor and his family members for being with us through this journey. These factors only widen the horizon in our medical career. As an individual, this experience has made me view things in a different light. I would always want to be reminded of this very opportunity to be part of this program as it has made all of us much better equipped to what has to come in this next part of our journey as medical professionals. As a medical student, my self-expectation is to be a good doctor and care for my patients with the most sincerest and kindest heart for it shall be a reflection of how my mentors have shone their wisdom in different forms such as my beloved Silent Mentor Mr. Wong. Last but not the least, I would like to say a big thank you to the organiser for giving us medical students the biggest of opportunities and guiding us throughout the whole program.

Lakshmi Narayani A/P Valliyappan (UM_MIA190047)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Silent Mentor Program has been one of the special learning platform that UM had offered and to be part of it is always one of my dreams in medical school ever since I was introduced by this program when I was a first-year medical student. Throughout this program, I have learnt to know a person background better, including the family members. This one-week program was indeed hectic with me juggling between classes and other activities. Nevertheless, I appreciated the learning opportunity to perform essential procedures while at the same time feeling reassured that it is safe to make mistakes. The highlight of my learning curve through this program was to empathically revered our mentors around the clock as they have sacrificed themselves for the better future of medical fraternity.

Yady Zikry Bin Yusni (UM_MIA190128)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

Participating in the 36th Silent Mentor Workshop has been a deeply reflective and transformative journey, fostering a profound appreciation for the human body and instilling a deep sense of gratitude and responsibility. The experience, beyond its academic value, emphasised the human connection in medicine, urging me to approach patient care with heightened empathy and ethical consideration. Recognising all Silent Mentors as individuals who once had unique stories and experience, from the bottom of my heart, I want to thank them all and their families for their selfless donation. This program shaped my commitment to compassionate and holistic patient care, leaving an enduring impact on my long journey ahead.

Jemima Hii Beng Eng (UM_MIA180034)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

As I conclude the Silent Mentor Program, I find myself reflecting on the profound impact this experience has had on my journey as a learner and aspiring doctor. Working with my Silent Mentor, who generously donated their body for educational purposes, has been an unparalleled privilege and a deeply humbling experience. Engaging in the dissection process has not only deepened my anatomical knowledge but has also instilled in me a profound sense of respect and reverence for the human body. It is awe-inspiring to think about the invaluable contribution made by my Silent Mentor, allowing me and my peers to bridge the gap between theoretical knowledge and practical application. This program has been a transformative journey, not just academically, but also emotionally. It has taught me the importance of empathy, compassion, and the ethical considerations that come with the pursuit of medical knowledge. Witnessing the Silent Mentor's selfless act has left an indelible mark on my understanding of the responsibilities that come with the privilege of practicing medicine.

Yeat Nai Shan (UM_MIA190129)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

The Silent Mentor Workshop was an enlightening journey. Though I never directly met the patient, their silent teachings were profound. Initially uncertain, I soon realized this unique mentor communicated differently – teaching me to observe with not just ears but also heart and eyes. Their silence spoke volumes about emotions, fortitude, and aspirations. Another heartfelt memory for me was the opportunity to witness and actively participate in a religious ceremony from a different culture. It was an experience that broadened my perspective and instilled in me a deep sense of respect and appreciation for the diversity of beliefs and traditions in the medical field. Moreover, the responsibility of leading the choreography and preparing for a performance within a tightly packed schedule was both challenging and immensely rewarding. It pushed me beyond my limits, demanding creativity, efficiency, and effective teamwork. Despite the time constraints, the collective dedication and synergy within our team resulted in a performance that reflected our commitment and passion, fostering a sense of achievement and unity among us. This experience emphasized that being a doctor transcends medical knowledge; it’s about empathizing with people’s experiences. Grateful for this unconventional learning, I thank the organizer and this Silent Mentor for teaching me empathy without words. I’ll carry these lessons, aspiring to be a more compassionate doctor.

Balqis Nur Sabrina Binti Affendi (UM_MIA190017)

36th Silent Mentor Workshop • 05-10 Dec 2023

I'm very grateful to have been selected as a participant in the 35th Silent Mentor Workshop, which took place from September 19th to 24th, 2023. Over the course of this one-week workshop, my learning extended far beyond the realms of medical knowledge, encompassing the invaluable lessons of what it truly means to be a good doctor – lessons that no textbook or lecture could ever impart. The Silent Mentors themselves embody the epitome of selflessness and nobility, serving as an inspiration to us all. I extend my deepest gratitude to the families of these Silent Mentors for their unwavering support.

I am also immensely thankful to the dedicated lecturers who devoted their time and expertise, even after long hours at the hospital, to guide us throughout the workshop. Their commitment to our growth and learning is truly commendable. This week has been a profoundly memorable experience as I prepare to enter my fifth year of medical school. I am now more determined than ever to strive towards becoming a doctor who not only possesses medical knowledge but also upholds the highest moral and ethical standards, and who carries the weight of responsibility with grace and compassion.

Ng Wan Xin Azalea (UM_MIA190076)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

I recently had the privilege of participating in a Silent Mentor workshop, which is a cadaver workshop for medical students. This program provided me with the opportunity to learn new procedures and anatomy, while also teaching me the importance of empathy and compassion.

As a medical student, it is essential that I learn how to perform various procedures, such as chest tube insertion, central venous line insertion, suturing, and intubation. The Silent Mentor Program gave me the opportunity to practice these procedures in a safe and controlled environment. I was able to learn from experienced lecturer and get hands-on experience with our Silent Mentors.

In addition to learning new procedures, the Silent Mentor Program also taught me about the importance of empathy and compassion. The body that we used in the workshop were donated by people who wanted to make a difference in the education of future doctors. I was humbled by their generosity and felt a deep sense of responsibility to learn everything I could from them.

During the program, we also had the opportunity to meet with the families of Silent Mentors. This was a very moving experience, and it helped me to understand the human side of medicine. I learned that patients are not just diseases or conditions; they are people with families and loved ones. This experience has made me even more committed to providing my patients with compassionate and empathetic care.

I am grateful for the opportunity to have participated in the Silent Mentor Program. It was a valuable learning experience that has helped me to become a better medical student. I am confident that the skills and knowledge I gained from this program will help me to provide my patients with the best possible care.

Hong Wei Ren (UM_MIA190524)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Through the gifts of these mentors, I gain invaluable hands-on experience, deepening their understanding of human anatomy and the intricacies of disease. Beyond the classroom, the program fosters a profound sense of reverence for life and an unwavering commitment to patient-centered care.

The Silent Mentor Program exemplifies the enduring impact of altruism, demonstrating how the legacy of one's body can transform the practice of medicine, ultimately benefiting countless patients. It reminds me that in the quiet embrace of selflessness, lives continue to be saved and enriched.

Jeremy Yeak Wei Jei (UM_MIA190509)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

I have just entered my 5th year in UM Medicine. I recently had the incredible opportunity to participate in the Silent Mentor Workshop, which has profoundly impacted my journey as a medical student. This experience was nothing short of transformative, offering invaluable insights and skills that I believe will shape my career in medicine.

Engaging in the program allowed me to bridge the gap between theoretical knowledge and practical application. Many workshops have been prepared for us participants, namely: chest tube insertion, suturing, intubation and much more. Through those workshops, I was able to study human anatomy in an unparalleled depth, gaining a three-dimensional understanding of the human body that no textbook or lecture could provide. It was astonishing to witness the intricate complexities and variations of the human anatomy firsthand.

Moreover, this program has fostered a deep sense of respect and humility within me. Working with cadavers who are known as the ‘Silent Mentors’, I was reminded of the incredible gift of life and the profound responsibility we have as future healthcare providers. It instilled in me a sense of reverence for those who have donated their bodies for the advancement of medical education, and I am committed to honouring their legacy through compassionate patient care. I have noticed that not only have we, UM Medical Students benefitted, but also many batches of Master’s students and also students from Monash University.

In conclusion, my participation in the Silent Mentor Program has been a pivotal moment in my medical education. It has deepened my anatomical knowledge, nurtured a sense of respect for the human body and the donors who enable our learning. I am immensely grateful for this opportunity and look forward to applying the lessons and insights gained from this experience throughout my medical career.

Joshua Jeyaraj Jeremiah (UM_MIA190515)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

I distinctly remember that the reason I put Universiti Malaya as my first choice while applying for universities was for the Silent Mentor Program offered. Four years later, I found myself volunteering for the event and watched as my seniors learned from their mentors. I instantly knew that I was interested in joining as a participant myself. The experience was far greater than I expected. It taught me things I'd otherwise take years to learn and allowed me to gain the experience I wanted in a safe space. The program helped me explore my interests and hone my skills. It taught me to be disciplined, compassionate, and respectful. In every diagnosis and every care I provide in the future, my mentor's memory will live on in my heart. It is an experience I encourage everyone to participate in, and I wish the next batch to come all the best!

Kavita A/P Thamil Chelevan (UM_MIA190135)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

I'm super grateful for the amazing experience I've had during the 35th Silent Mentor Workshop. Beyond the invaluable medical knowledge and skills I've acquired, this journey has taught me how impactful one's kind decision can be. My mentor's selfless act had allowed countless individuals like me to benefit from this experience, I will make sure that her legacy lives on through me.

Her inspiring story has ignited a deep motivation within me to continually strive for self-improvement and become a better doctor and person. I extend my heartfelt appreciation to the organizing committee, lecturers, and volunteers. Without their dedication to medical education and nurturing the future generation of doctors, this workshop wouldn't have been possible. I feel truly blessed to have been a part of this transformative experience. Once again, thank you.

Lim Yue (UM_MIA190060)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Entering the Silent Mentor Program, there was a sudden shift in my perspective towards life. Prior to this, I have never thought of death as a way to give back to the others. I have never had the realization on how much strength one should have when they decide that they would become Silent Mentors or donate their body to the advancement of science. This all changed when I got to be under the tutelage of Madam Chia, my Silent Mentor who was the epitome of selflessness. Even though I knew her in death, she felt like a mother to me. Without a word spoken, she taught me surgical knowledge more than I ever could have learned from textbooks. Before her unfortunate passing, she asked us to pledge and become a doctor of good conscience, high morality, and responsibility in life. I made a promise to myself that I would not dishonor her and vowed to fulfil her hopes and wishes. Throughout the event, it was fascinating to learn regarding other practices and religion. Without caring about race, we see the Malaysian spirit came together. A spirit that was cultivated through good nurture and years of living harmoniously and peacefully with one and other. I truly appreciate this in a sense that, despite all our differences, deep down, we are still human. To end my reflection, I would like to thank Madam Chia again for all that she has done. In my career, I would carry a bit of her in every suture that I tied, in every knot that I shall do, and in every incision I would carve. She would be there, in spirit. Thank you, Madam Chia. May you rest in peace.

Akmal Mukhlis Bin Abdul Sahak (UM_MIA190009)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

My week in the Silent Mentor Program was truly enlightening. I gained valuable clinical skills, from mastering various suturing techniques and intubation to confidently inserting a chest tube. Getting the chance to explore the intricacies of abdominal anatomy deepened my understanding of the human body and motivate me to read up more.

Yet, what struck me most was the lesson in empathy. Interacting with family members during these experiences taught me the importance of compassionate communication in healthcare. I’m immensely grateful for this opportunity to learn and grow.

Nur Syamina Binti Nor Sazmi (UM_MIA190083)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Throughout the event of Silent Mentor Program from the 19th to 24th of September 2023, I am blessed with the opportunity to be a part of these amazing turns of events under team 3 with my teammates. We have learned a lot from our Silent Mentor, Madam Ruth and other opportunities with two other Silent Mentors. I am grateful that I have been able to learn and practise compassionate care for my Silent Mentor as well as medical procedures with serve to improve myself for the near future facing other patients. In a nutshell, this was an amazing journey for the week and I would definitely recommend this event to my friends and colleagues because the experience, purpose and the gains I got was absolutely beneficial and invaluable.

Desmond Lim Kee Juan (UM_MIA190030)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

This Silent Mentor Program is truly a valuable experience for me which I will cherish and be forever grateful for. Throughout the whole process, I was able to learn and do all the procedures that I have never done on a real-life patient. It was an opportunity which I will never forget and thanks to our Silent Mentors for giving me that chance. Even after their passing, they are still able to benefit other people for the advancement of medicine. To our Silent Mentors, thank you for guiding us, inspiring us and helping us to be better doctors.

Anis Khairina Binti Zulkifly (UM_MIA190014)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

The UM Silent Mentor Program had been a beneficial experience for me and so much more than what I had expected. Not only did I learn valuable knowledge from my Silent Mentors and trainers, I also learned to care for and respect my Silent Mentors through the simple ritual of cleansing them every morning and evening.

They had so selflessly submitted their flesh and bone to our cuts and stitches so that we may gain knowledge for our future practice as a medical doctor. For this alone, I am forever grateful. I am also grateful to the family members who had fulfilled our mentors' wish and allowed us to learn from them. What I have taken away from this program is that there is so much more to medicine than just knowledge. There is also a human aspect to medicine, a kind of empathy, mutual respect and selflessness that my Silent Mentors have taught me and that I will strive to show my future patients too.

Lastly, a huge thanks to all our trainers and coordinators for sacrificing their nights for us, coming from as far as Taiping to teach us, while at the same time also juggling their own clinical work. I hope that I have honoured their time and effort by absorbing what they have taught me and utilising it in the future.

Tiew Win Hong (UM_MIA190516)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

The Silent Mentor Program has been an experience that I am grateful for to have been able to partake in. Thank you to the professors and doctors who took time from their busy schedules to teach us the procedures that we will encounter in the future. Besides, being able to learn anatomy and visualise the anatomy in real time, an opportunity normally missed in the busy operating theatres.

Thank you to the Silent Mentors as well. Overall, the program has been carried out with utmost professionalism and respect to the Silent Mentors and even the medical students.

The program is definitely worth it, a highlight of the weeks leading up to the beginning of my final year as a medical student.

Chandrakumar A/L Baskaran (UM_MIA190021)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

有幸參加了這屆的無語良師計劃，十分感恩、感激和感謝老師們偉大無私的付出，讓我們有機會可以在她們的大體上學習和實踐平時在課本上學到的知識。通過這次的經歷，我學習到的不止是醫學上的知識，還學習到了老師們無私，偉大和勇敢的奉獻精神。我會一直記得這次無語良師工作坊的經歷並努力成為更好的醫生，把老師們偉大無私的精神傳承下去，謝謝各位無語良師！

Si Zhao Xuan (UM_MIA190513)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

The Silent Mentor Program has taught me so much over the span of 1 week. I can safely say that I have grown not only in terms of my medical knowledge but also my emotions and character. This program has taught me that one can still benefit others even when they have passed and all it takes is a good heart and a noble sacrifice. As much as it was to donate their body for the benefit of us students, I understand that it must not have been easy for our Silent Mentor’s family and we are truly grateful for their willingness to participate in our program.

Apart from that, not forgetting the great amount of medical knowledge that I have gained from this workshop. The fact that I had the opportunity to get a hands-on experience is truly invaluable. This training is something that I will remember and cherish for the rest of my life.

Neesyal A/L S Paramisvaran (UM_MIA190074)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

To be part of the 35th Silent Mentor Workshop was truly an honour and unforgettable experience for me. It’s so impactful how just a few days can change your life, confidence and experience as a medical student and a future medical practitioner. I am so grateful to have been able to learn so much about the mentors and their families. It is definitely not easy for family members to process their grief, but the respect and comfort given through the program is something I will always cherish. I am exceptionally thankful to the mentors who have taken this noble vow for medical education. I truly made sure to learn as much as I could from the sessions and am forever grateful of their sacrifices.

Reshgi Vaishali A/P Lactmanan @ Rajan (UM_MIA180105)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

死亡不一定是生命的终结。这段时间我学到的不只是医学知识，还有生命的可贵和对亡者的尊重。生命虽短，但无论贫穷富有，宗教背景，每个人一生的每一刻都是无比珍贵的。更可贵的是，无语良师们在生命即将结束之际，以另一个形式把爱留在人间。疾病虽然让身体变得脆弱，但是也让我们看到生命的坚强。感恩无语良师们把医者仁心这四个字深深地刻进我们的心中。

Chan Junji (UM_MIA190020)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

透过无语良师计划，我能深深体会到人生的无常，理解我们的大体老师的一生，与他们加入此计划的初衷。从最初的懵懂，到如今的热泪盈眶，一步一脚印，我与我的同学们有目共睹。老师对生命的意义，发挥到了极致。我终于能体会佛教所倡议的“利他”的教义。做人应该以“利他”为先，才能自利。能够从中学习医学知识固然重要，但医生该有的同理心更为重要。老师们的无私奉献，让这个工作坊得以延续，是无数人难以实践的美德。我将会带着老师对医学生们的期许，努力充实自己，成为一名良医。最后，我也要向老师的家属，劳苦功高的教授们，志愿者们和支持无语良师计划的各界人士表达最真挚的感谢。

Siew Yu Xuan 萧宇轩 (UM_MIA190106)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

From the start of the program where we learned about the life journey of our Silent Mentor Mdm Ong from her beloved family members, to attending workshops and learning from our Silent Mentor, and finally to the gratitude ceremony, the entire experience has been extremely rewarding and memorable. Words can never express enough how grateful I am for the selfless contribution and dedication of our Silent Mentor as well as her beloved family members.

感恩无语良师舍身捐驱，让我们医学生有机会在这一次的工作坊中学习如何插管，进行模拟手术，以及缝合伤口等等。我相信我们每一位医学生都获益良多，而且也都体会到了何谓无私和大舍的精神。我也要向无语良师的家属们、教授们、志工们以及所有圆满成就了这一次无语良师工作坊的人员表达最衷心的感谢。

Gerald Ser Tze Zhen 徐子程 (UM_MIA190133)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Madam Ong Lay Lay’s choice to dedicate her body for the benefit of medical training was a noble decision. I hope she could see from up there how impactful her contribution is, not just in training us to be better doctors but also shaping us to be doctors with compassion and empathy. Being almost my mother’s age, she reminded me that every patient is a daughter, a mother or even a sister and to always offer them with the same level of care I would do for my own mother. I am also deeply grateful to know that there are people like her who support me in this journey by dedicating their bodies for my learning and I owe it to Madam Ong Lay Lay to do my best and be a good doctor one day.

Nurfarisha Binti Ahmad Fazli (UM_MIA190084)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Participating in the Silent Mentor Program, where Madam Ong Lay Lay generously donated her body for medical education and research, was an incredibly humbling experience. Witnessing the selflessness of Madam Ong and her family in contributing to medical learning left a profound impact on me. It emphasized the invaluable role of donors and their families in advancing medical knowledge and improving patient care. Through this program, I gained a deeper understanding of human anatomy, physiology, and the intricacies of medical procedures. It allowed me to appreciate the immense responsibility and respect that came with working in the medical field. I am immensely grateful to Madam Ong and her family for this opportunity, which has further fueled my determination to pursue a career in medicine with a profound sense of empathy, reverence, and dedication to the well-being of others.

Ahmad Afif Bin Badrol Hisham (UM_MIA190006)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

在医学界里，无可否认拥有同理心是做一名好医生的主要条件。通过《无语良师计划》，尤其家访与送别仪式，我有幸认识无语良师，不止为一个病人，而也以一个妈妈、一个妻子、一个朋友的身份去了解她。无语良师为了我们的医学教育而自愿牺牲自己的大体， 遗爱人间，千言万语也无法表达我们发自心底的感激。同时也非常感谢无语良师的亲戚朋友一直以来对这个计划的支持，这伟大的奉献我将铭记在心。

Rachel Sim Pei An 沈佩安 (UM_MIA190140)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

The Silent Mentor Program has taught me to be grateful, not just to the donors, but also to the doctors who taught us, and the volunteers who sacrificed their time to ensure that the program ran smoothly.  The importance of each role in this program gave me an insight to my future as a doctor, where teamwork, communication and understanding one another is required.  Besides, I have learned to be more empathetic.  Madam Ong Lay Lay's life story touched me deeply, as to how she would always find ways to help those around her, even in her passing.  The reminders from Madam Ong Lay Lay's friends and family will surely stay with me always.  "Be a good doctor in the future".

Lee-Boey Xiu Wen, Saraphina 李梅绣文 (UM_MIA190054)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

This program is a valuable experience for me as a medical student and I will remember the knowledge and values gained throughout this experience. I have great admiration for Madam Ong Lay Lay, our Silent Mentor for her selfless act. She is truly our noble teacher. I have learned a lot through this program in which I would not be able to if not for Madam Ong Lay Lay’s generosity. I realize how important it is to be a good and safe doctor, as many patients are depending on us for the goodness of their health. I was touched when Madam Ong’s friend was inspired by her selfless act and wanted to follow in her footsteps by joining this program as well. I realize how Madam Ong has been the biggest inspiration to many of us even after her passing. If I was in her shoes, I am not sure if I can do the same thing. Thank you to Madam Ong Lay Lay and her family for granting us this opportunity to learn.

Nur Diana Binti Suhairi (UM_MIA190081)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

Prior to the workshop, I had an immense fear of the emotional impact this Silent Mentor will have on me in regard to working with a cadaver. However, I am glad that I was proven wrong. Madam Ong Lay Lay alongside the other 2 mentors actually provided me with comfort throughout the entire process. I was once again reminded that the hands, attitude and demeanor of a doctor is one of the most powerful things in the life of a sick patient. Even without words, a living heartbeat, or the ability to breathe, these mentors have been one of the greatest teachers I have ever encountered. This cadaveric workshop is an intense, emotional, and intellectually enriching experience like no other. It instills a deep respect for donors, offers invaluable educational opportunities, and shapes participants in profound ways. It's an experience that can stay with you throughout your professional journey, serving as a reminder of the human side of medicine and healthcare. I would like to once again thank all the Silent Mentors and their families for providing me with such an invaluable experience.

Priyanka A/P Sekaran (UM_MIA190094)

35th Silent Mentor Workshop • 19-24 Sep 2023

司馬遷曰：人固有一死，或重於泰山，或輕於鴻毛。無語良師們在面對生命臨終之際，願意捐獻大體，遺愛人間，爲醫學生們的學醫生涯中劃下一筆濃墨的色彩。這何嘗不是對醫學教育重於泰山的貢獻嗎？

一週的工作坊，老師們靜靜地躺在手術檯上，任素未謀面的醫學生們在老師們的大體上千刀萬剮。老師們默默地承受着我們的一刀一針，讓醫學生們能在步出醫學院前能有實際的操刀經驗，寧可在老師們身上犯錯，也不要在病人身上犯錯。老師們也用自身的軀體培養着醫學生們的同理心還有慈悲心，期望日後在醫治病人时能有多一點耐心，以愛行醫。

無語良師們對我們的期盼與教誨，我們將銘記在心。成爲日後的良醫，是對老師們最好的回報和尊重。

生老病死，乃自然規律；無語良師，造就日後良醫。

Chong Yaw Guang 張耀廣 (UM_MIA180018)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

通过了解老师们的生平事迹，以及每天与老师们的相处与学习，让我反思了生命的脆弱和短暂，也教会了我应该珍惜生命中的每一刻，更加努力地为自己和别人创造价值。老师们的勇气和奉献精神，将永远铭刻在我们的心中，激励我们在有生之年，尽可能地为社会做出贡献。

Lim Zhan Foong 林展锋 (UM_MIA180137)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I am beyond grateful for the chance and opportunity given for me to participate in this silent mentor program. It was once in a lifetime experience for me. Even though it has been a very busy week, i learnt a lot during the workshop.I was able to practice my suturing skills and also building up my confidence in doing all these invasive procedures. From beginning to the end of this program I felt very emotional and was overwhelmed with gratitude for the gift our mentors gave in order to help us learn. I think it is very noble of those mentors who contribute to the society even after the end of their life. I am forever thankful for them and i hope to become a caring loving yet a safe doctor in the future.

Nuriza Desy Binti Zainal Lim (UM_MIA180092)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Words are never enough to express how grateful, and how thankful I am to be given the opportunity to participate in the 34th Silent Mentor. It was such a humbling yet an amazing experience for me, seeing how selfless the silent mentors are, whom still contributes even after the end of their life.

I also wanted to highlight that this program is nothing like I have ever experienced- learning from medical textbooks and lectures, practicing on mannequins are really nothing compared to the feeling and the experience gained while performing skills or learning from the silent mentors.

This program helped to boost my self-esteem and confidence in performing medical/surgical skills and it made me feels prepared and adequate as a final year medical student going into housemanship soon.

To the Silent Mentors, thank you for willing to dedicating your body for the betterment of medicine, and for helping me to grow to become an aspiring doctor.

Rabiatul Adawiyah Binti Rashdi (UM_MIA180102)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

My experience taking part in Silent Mentor programme was a valuable one and I will be forever grateful to be given the opportunity to be a part of it. My time in Silent Mentor has been a valuable and humbling experience.  Each day starts and ends with us caring for our mentor, ensuring that the faith entrusted by the mentors and their families to us are met with the utmost respect and care. And in between that, we had the opportunity to practise and learn skills that we otherwise would not have been able to do. Our mentors graciously allowed us to learn from them, giving us the opportunity to correct our errors and train to become skilled future doctors. I hope to one day become a competent doctor and indirectly return the favour that our mentors gave by providing the best possible care to all patients. Medical school taught me the science and skills to save a life, but as a doctor, such knowledge is just one part of the puzzle. In treating a patient, we must approach them with empathy, respect, and compassion. This silent mentor programme has helped me learn how to bridge the gap between the science of treating a disease and the skills of treating a soul. Therefore, we are forever grateful for the sacrifices of our silent mentors.

Elisya Munirah Binti Eme Arizal (UM_MIA180028)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

亲爱的陈美英无语老师：

第一次清理您的身体，整理您的首饰，望着您无私奉献大爱的脸庞，心里感触良多。在还没有正式参加第34届无语良师活动之前，我曾经成为志愿者。那时与彼时的心情，体验截然不同。这次，心中的感慨与对知识的渴望骤然增加。作坊里每一天的一分钟默哀让我对您的敬意更深刻。与您相处的点滴，每个医学生需要掌握的实际操作，鲜血染红的绷带，一刀一针地在您身上留下学习的轨迹……直至和同学们亲手献上鲜花与您正式道别，这次的学习体验没齿难忘，千言万语也敌不过一句简单的谢谢。我将会带着老师对医学生们的期许努力充实自己，成为一门良医。毕竟不是人人都能成为名医可是良知是我们的职业道德。最后，我也要向老师的家属，劳苦公告的教授们，志愿者们还有风雨无阻支持无语良师计划的各界人士表达最真挚的感谢。

Eileen Chin Siew Man (UM_MIA180502)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

This Silent Mentor programme has truly been a once in a lifetime event for me. When I first got accepted into the program, I was delighted as there were limited spots available. I had great expectations on how this program would enlighten me on the basic clinical skills and procedures. However, it has blown away my expectations out of the park. It was a completely unique and holistic approach from start to finish involving the lives of Silent Mentors, taking good care of them each morning, having close relationships with family members, a gratitude ceremony and the final farewell ceremony. It was all fantastically structured in a way that we students truly understand and appreciate the Silent Mentors and their noble contributions to the medical field. This program has not only allowed me to be more comfortable in doing procedures but has also allowed me to become a better caring, and compassionate doctor by treating the patients as human beings rather than the disease alone. I am extremely grateful for this opportunity and will never forget the noble sacrifices made by our mentors in this 34th edition of Silent Mentor programme.

Khisshen Raj A/L S.Alagappan (UM_MIA180039)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Silent mentor programme to me is a life changing experience that I'll forever cherish. I learnt not only medical knowledge but also learnt the importance of caring for our mentor and thanking them for their noble sacrifices. Being a part of the gratitude ceremony and the cremation ceremony felt like a proper farewell bid to our mentors. I am also very grateful for the doctors who were very patient and kind in teaching us the procedures although some had to be repeated many times for us to finally correctly perform the procedures. I cannot thank our silent mentors, their families and the doctors enough for allowing us to be a part of this heart touching, humbling experience. I hope that I can pay them back by becoming a great doctor and fulfilling their final wishes which I promise to do so. Thank you once again. Words cannot thank you all enough.

Vra Sashti Tharanni Ravindran (UM_MIA180128)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

This programme was the most valuable experience I have experienced so far throughout my medical school. Definitely an eye-opening and life-changing experience. It changes my perception towards death. This one-week programme really emphasise that we need to see and perceive a patient as one whole human being, with their own personal stories, baggages, personalities and family members. My gratefulness towards late Madam Tan Bee Eng and her family members is beyond description. I can only imagine the emotional roller coaster that the family need to go through from the beginning until the end of this programme. I would also like to thank everyone that has made this programme a successful and a well-structured one.

Ahmad Ikhwan Mohd Azali (UM_MIA180003)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

死亡，对众多人而言都选择避而不谈，在多数文化中更是避讳不及的词语。然而，人生变幻莫测，死亡是一个看似遥远却又靠近我们的东西。身为医学生，我总是能听见各种临终前病人的声音：有的哀愁绝望，有的平静释怀，有的忧心忡忡，有的心有不甘。望着生命即将逝去的他们，我总是会想：难道人的一生走到尽头就这样逝去了吗？我们能否做什么来让他更有意义，不枉此行？我想，在无语良师计划，我找到了答案。

抛开枯燥无味的医学书籍，我有幸参加了慈济举办的无语良师计划。虽然我在这里学获不少医学知识，但此行最大的收获，莫过于对死亡重新的认知。纵使生命结束，对于大体老师们而言，却是另一种开始。在这个活动，老师们的遗愿得以延续下去；他们对医学生们的期许，在一刀又一刀的创口中渐渐铸成。清洗着老师们冰冷的身体，我却感受到了前所未有的温暖；它是人性的光辉，是无私奉献的精神。从其国老师的家访中，我深刻了解了他的人生事迹。其国老师一生乐于行善，在生命弥留之际，更是决定将自己奉献给医学界，以免医生们重犯在自己身上发生的错误。谢谢其国老师，我不仅从您身上学会了珍贵的知识，更是教会了我生命的意义。

在这里，我也要感谢教授和慈济志工们辛勤的付出，没有你们这个活动将难以实现。能够参与无语良师计划绝对是一个难能可贵的机会，希望我的学弟学妹们能够全心全意地投入这个活动，并将它分享出去，让更多医学生们体验这个毕生难忘的经历。

Lim Zheng Xian (UM_MIA180049)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I sincerely appreciated for having the opportunity to participate in the 34th silent mentor workshop. The experience was deeply reflective and left a profound impact on me. Silent mentorship is a unique program in which the body of a deceased person who donated their body to science is used for medical education and training. The program is an important way to honor the donors’ lives and their contribution to medical education.

Initially, I was nervous about the experience. I had never been in close proximity to a human cadaver before, let alone one that had been donated for medical education. However, the workshop facilitators provided a safe and respectful environment that allowed us to approach the experience with reverence and dignity.

As the participants of the workshop, we involved ourselves throughout the program by first visiting the silent mentor’s family members to know more about them. We learned about their lives and their reasons for donating their bodies to science. It was a humbling experience to realize that we were about to embark on a journey of learning from individuals who had given their bodies to us in the hope that we could use their gift to improve patient care.

The hands-on experience of working with the silent mentors was both challenging and rewarding. We were guided through a series of exercises that allowed us to observe and learn from the silent mentors in front of us. We were encouraged to explore, touch, and feel the structures of the human body, and to appreciate the intricacies of the human anatomy. We could have the opportunity to perform some procedures on the patient such as ETT intubation which was very fruitful to me.

As I reflect on this experience, I am struck by the importance of empathy in medicine. It is easy to become lost in the technical aspects of medical care and to forget the human beings behind the diagnoses and procedures. As my silent mentor left a video for us, mentioning the sickening attitude of the medical professionals towards the patients was really hurting and disappointing and he hoped that we would be a caring doctor rather than a smart doctor. Working with the silent mentors reminded me that each person we encounter as healthcare providers has a unique story and a rich history that shapes their health outcomes. It is our responsibility to honour and respect these stories and to use our skills and knowledge to improve patient care.

In conclusion, the silent mentor workshop was a profound and humbling experience. It provided me with a unique opportunity to learn from individuals who had given their bodies to science and to reflect on my own values as a future healthcare provider. I am grateful for this experience and I will carry the lessons I learned forward into my medical practice.

Ong Rui Yan (UM_MIA180512)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Cleansing of the Silent Mentors was one of the tasks we did almost every morning during the Silent Mentor Programme, biologically it was no easy task to disrupt my circadian cycle waking up when the sun is yet to be in the sky and follow through with other responsibilities throughout the day until midnight. Thus, this felt as a responsibility to be completed rather than a spiritually fulfilling mission, scrubbing in with gloves and scrubs, carefully cleansing our mentor, and preventing disease transmission. The cadaver felt like a specimen to me. It was only till the initiation where the missing piece was found, the stimulus through my eyes and ears created a domino of biochemical reactions in my brain and everything started to make sense. As we revealed the silent mentor’s face (mentor was well-groomed by us mentees) to the mentor’s family members, instinctively the family members burst into tears, rushed to the mentor and caressed the mentor without gloves, PPE or whatever protective measures we students use to protect our own safety. That’s the moment of enlightenment where our cadaver comes to life in my mind’s eye. Our mentor too is someone’s husband who shares a bed every night and brings bread to someone’s table. He too was someone’s father who taught offsprings the way to negotiate through the twists and turns of life. He too might be the only one in the family who knows how to fuel a car at the petrol station. It is the people around us who gave us meaning in life during this ephemeral lifetime, and we can only continue to live on within them as our genes continue to be passed down and mutated one generation at a time. Though I signed up to be scientifically enlightened (which of course I did with the help of passionate mentors and trainers whom I deeply appreciate), I was enlightened more on the value of life and how time is the only currency that really matters.

Ngio Hua Yi (UM_MIA180073)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The silent mentor program was a life changing experience for me as it helps me develop the humane aspect of me as a medical student, which no book can ever teach. This experience was larger than life because it showed that even after your last breath, you’re still providing service by donating your body for the purpose of learning for us in the field of medicine. This noble act is the reason why many of us were able to harness our skills and have early exposure on skills which are necessary for us as future doctors. These mentors were once people who lived lives like ours, and now they’re no more, yet, they’ve turned into our silent mentors, providing us with the greatest knowledge and experience no book can ever give. Hence, this wholesome experience had taught me that the human body is only temporary yet, their emotions and services will last a lifetime to those involved. With that, I’m very much thankful to everyone involved in the silent mentor program, especially the mentors for making this experience a life changing one for all of us so that we’ll be more compassionate and loving doctors in the future.

Logaraj A/L S. Muthu Kumar (UM_MIA180050)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Taking part in silent mentor program was without a doubt a life changing experience. It taught so much. Medically I was exposed to hands on teaching like never before, being able to appreciate real anatomy and being able to do procedures has made me more confident in my medical knowledge. However, my biggest lesson was beyond just medical knowledge. Knowing my mentor, and his family, and his timeless selflessness has changed my view of life. I wish to be as selfless as him. I will be forever grateful to all the mentors and their families. This was a very well-organized program, thank you to Mr Sia and the silent mentor team as well. I hope to be able to contribute to the program in the future.

Dhivyah Ilengoven (UM_MIA180024)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The Silent Mentor Programme was a short but impactful workshop which has opened my eyes to the humbleness and willingness of our mentors to donate their bodies in the name of science. I am utmost grateful to my mentor, Mr Chan, for allowing me to take care of him for a period of time, and being the last few people to be with him before his body physically leaves this world. I will cherish this experience to the highest and will apply all knowledge obtained for my career in the future. I am grateful to Mr Chan's family members, my group mates, coordinators, and each personnel involved in making this workshop a success.

Ammar Hariz Bin Ahmad Razmy (UM_MIA180007)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The silent mentor programme was an experience to be remembered for a lifetime. No amount of money could replace what was learned. It was humbling and enriching. While it was exciting to sharpen new surgical skills and reinforce old ones, I was more grateful to be able to learn what it is like to be a compassionate and benevolent doctor; something that you cannot get out of reading medical textbooks.

Nazlin Adlina binti Mohd Mahyudin (UM_MIA180071)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

感恩玉琼老师给与我们医学生这一次的机会来更深入地学习人体的构造，练习救人的技巧，得知老师的一生，以及接触到无语良师的因缘。捐赠大体说来容易，做来难，每一个无语良师做他们最后的决定的时候已经是经过了无数的思考，放下身段和解除了在世的任何烦恼。因此，在工作坊的时候与其说是像平常的课，更像是让我们学习医疗界应该要有的人文素养。无语良师的经历，做的每一个决定成就了他的一生，因此也传授了我们人生的一堂课。玉琼老师生前善良，爱护弟妹，公平对待每一个人，所以广结善缘，在感恩会的时候可以看到老师多位的家属朋友一同到来，是我们医学生值得学习的地方。在工作坊，我们每一天清理老师的身体，缝好学习过程中的伤口，到最后帮老师穿好衣服入殓，陪同老师走最后一趟路。工作坊的整个过程让我慢慢沉淀，把善这一个价值永远运用在我行医的每一个脚步。

最后我有一句静思语想和大家分享：“滴水成河，粒米成箩；勿轻已灵，勿以善小而不为。”

再次感恩玉琼老师以及第三十四届无语良师们无私的奉献，成就了我们这一批学生的期望。

Phoon Leon (UM_MIA180099)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

When I heard about this program 5 years ago when I was a First Year, I was so intrigued by it. It sounded like and looked like a really nice program for us medical student to have the opportunity to learn hands on about all the procedures to be performed by doctors later when we become one. After going through medical school, I always heard about junior doctors being incompetent on doing some of the procedures, not because they are not smart, but they did not have the opportunity to learn the procedures beforehand. So, by having the silent mentor program, I was able to learn the procedures first hand and be a more competent Doctor in the future.

But that is not all that I have learnt during this program. I learn the humanity side of life, of what it actually means to be a doctor and a human being. I learn the true meaning of being selfless, where all my mentors have taken the ultimate sacrifice so that us medical student a.k.a future doctors can learn better hence be able to treat our future patients better. Why is this such true selflessness? Because the silent mentors made the sacrifice to teach us not for us to be able to treat them better but be able to treat everyone else who they don’t even know better. Lastly, from all the stories I’ve learned from the mentors, I have learned to be a compassionate Doctor, and be mindful of everyone’s feelings as we, the Doctors play a big role, not just treating patients by giving medicines but also by providing comfort to the patients and their family members.

Abdullah Azzam Bin Tengku Sidek (UM_MIA180001)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The program allowed me to connect to our mentor in ways closer than I have ever had with the patients I’ve met. Throughout the program, I felt more and more connected to Madam Wong, and I am utterly grateful for her contribution. This experience cannot be obtained elsewhere, and we have her to thank in helping us become more capable doctors for our country.

Megat Hilman B Megat Osman (UM_MIA180054)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I have had the honour of participating in the Silent Mentor Programme conducted at the University of Malaya. This program is not just a surgical workshop but a workshop that teaches students the meaning of volunteerism. Our teachers have graciously donated their bodies for us to learn from so that we may one day become competent doctors. Throughout this process, I was able to learn about the story of my mentor Madam Wong Yoke Keng who was an inspirational person in life and even in death continues to give back to others. Her time one this Earth may have been short, but she has left her mark in the hearts of all those who have had the pleasure of knowing her. Our patients are not just bed numbers, diagnosis, interesting cases or jobs to Passover, our patients are people with beautiful lives and meaningful stories, and that is the most important lesson I take away from this workshop. Sincerely, thank you Madam Wong.

Am also grateful to my group members who have been so amazing despite us having to wake up early for so many consecutive days on top of having our typical posting schedules. Thank you, friends!

Muhamad Mirza Azri B Dzulzalni (UM_MIA180058)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The silent mentor program is probably one-of-a-kind experience in University of Malaya. Not only it serves as a basic platform to medical students to train surgical procedures, but it also encourages students to be compassionate and treat their patients as fellow human beings.

My mentor in particular was a kind, generous and wise woman. She was both aware about poverty and the climate crisis. She has been a big advocate for the Tzu Chi community and has worked as a finance officer there under the sponsorship bureau. She was an active recycler and cared a lot for the environment too.

Via this program, I learnt that every human being is significant and carries a huge part in the community. We may not be blood related well at least not from the known generations but the impact that we bring about to each other is significant, whether being a sanitary worker or being the prime minister.

Naarenthiran M Vellupillai (UM_MIA180067)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

入学第一年通过一名学长与《无语良师》计划结缘。一直都以志工的身份参与，转眼间也到了我成为别人眼中即将毕业的学姐。很感恩这次宝贵的机会参加了第34届《无语良师》计划。

有幸认识玉琼老师和其他老师们。在你们的身上，我不仅仅得到了许多课本上得不到的实践机会，我还看到了真切且不求回报的大爱精神。“春蚕到死丝方尽 蜡炬成灰泪始干” 到了生命的尽头，你们依然想着如何为社会做出贡献；在仅有的人生岁月里，你们依然想着为下一代培育良医。记得一位老师的遗言中提到因曾在医院遭遇不公平的对待而希望通过自身来栽培仁心仁术的医师。每当听到这些对医生不满的控诉，除了感到抱歉以外，我也默默下定决心不要成为他们口中那样的医生。

名医也许有很多，但良医才是真正缺乏的。生老病死是生命的常态。在死亡面前，一切都变得苍白无力。我想真正难能可贵的或许不是妙手回春的能力，而是一颗真诚的心且能够抚慰人心的医生更能够触动病人吧。

这将会是我五年大学学医生涯里最难忘的经历。通过《无语良师》我看到了生命的短暂，懂得了珍惜眼前人，学会了活在当下，更领会了无私的奉献精神。带着我生命里最特别的老师们的期许，怀着一颗感恩的心上路，我定将把这份爱传递下去。不忘初心方得始终。

Lok Jia Qi 骆佳琦 (UM_MIA180506)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

有幸于2023年二月份参与第三十四届无语良师工作坊，这将成为我医学生涯中刻骨铭心的一次体验。记得五年前刚踏入大学，第一次当志愿者 因而接触到这工作坊，那时候就觉得有机会一定要参与这项活动，好好学习。经过这一个星期的工作坊，的确增加了不少新知识。然而，更让我有所领悟的，是作为一个人 和一位好医生 该有的正确态度。透过家访，我们从大体老师的家人中得知他们生平。身为平凡人的他们，并不凡。在生命的尽头 选择捐赠大体，只为了让医疗界的我们有更好的学习机会，以便将所学的 他日回馈社会。这一个星期，每每看见大体老师上的伤疤日渐增加，我都提醒自己 一定要当个好医生。不仅是治疗疾病，病人与家属需要更多的是真切的关怀与理解。

感恩能够参与这次的工作坊。感谢所有的大体老师，教授，志工们。

Ho Ming Hui (UM_MIA180508)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

The Silent Mentor Program has shaped the way I view life and death.

Death is not to be feared as it is closely intertwined with life. During life, my silent mentor made the bravest decision to pledge her body after death; it taught me that even after death, you can contribute to a greater good and leave an impact on people, even those you've never met.

The gesture touched my heart because their kindness and love were boundless and pure. The entire experience was eye-opening and had reminded me of my passion in medicine to serve, to help, to heal with love, respect and empathy.

Thank you to the silent mentors, their families, volunteers, lecturers, staff and colleagues for this wonderful program; it would not have happened without each and everyone of you.

Reggina Chong Syin Tze (UM_MIA180521)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

依稀记得当年刚踏入马来亚大学医学系的我，有幸以志愿者的身份参与《无语良师计划》的追思会与告别仪式。最令我记忆深刻的是当时依然懵懵懂懂的自己，经学长姐介绍无语良师们的生平事迹后不禁潸然泪下，感动于老师们无私的付出与奉献。

阔别了无数个日夜后，终于我有幸以医学系五年级的身份与《第三十四届无语良师工作坊》结缘，身体力行的参与了从家访、解冻、净身、缝合、入殓直至送别仪式的那一天。从亲友们的文字分享与照片回顾中，我们深刻地感受到您对家人们的关照，同仁们的细心以及慈济志业的热忱。您所经历的点点滴滴在寂静中教会了我待人处事的道理，也在无形中叮嘱我要努力成为一名有医德、有温度的仁医。

亲爱的黄玉琼老师，感恩您选择以捐赠大体的方式遗爱人间，为医学教育与研究做出无私的奉献，更为医学生们带来最宝贵、最震撼的一堂课，您的这一份恩惠我们必将永远铭记于心。感恩您让我领悟生命的意义不在于形体抑或是长短，而在于我们想要怎么创造并赋予它什么意义。最后，感恩您愿意为社会带来这一份独有的美好、真诚、大爱与贡献，相信您临走前的最后一个愿望终于实现了。

一朝沐杏雨，一生念师恩。谢谢您，黄玉琼老师！

Lau Jin Mei (UM_MIA180042)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I am pretty sure that almost all medical students in UM would know about Silent Mentor Program after starting medical school here for some time, but the full experience of participating in this workshop was so much different than what I imagined. Weeks prior to the workshop, we were already divided into our respective groups for the purpose of conducting home visits to the families of our respective mentors. Some of these families had only just recovered from the recent passing of their loved ones but were still happy to give us a warm welcome upon arrival. That friendliness and open attitude throughout the sharing session regarding the mentor’s life story was one of the more humbling moments of this program for me. It gave me a new perspective towards the practice of medicine, reminding me that every patient is part of a bigger social structure and therefore should be treated with care and accountability. I would like to give thanks to the workshop organizers, coordinators, lecturers, volunteers, participants and of course, to our mentors and families for making this program a success and priceless learning experience for us.

Tan Jia Kai 陈嘉凯 (UM_MIA180118)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

还记得作为新生，一位学长送给了我这一句：“不忘初心 方得始终”。当时觉得老掉牙的语句，几乎每个人都听过，现在回想，不禁感叹 “初心易得，始终难守”。“不忘初心” 原来是那么的沉重。

年少时，总以为只要怀揣最初的梦想，努力就会有结果。可是后来，生活告诉我们，是我想多了。世界上最扯的一件事，就是努力就会有好结果。

在医学教育的道路上，我遇到了许多艰难险阻。然而，一位伟大的老师，用他无私的奉献和牺牲精神，帮助我重新点燃一开始的那一团火。

这位伟大的老师是我的大体老师，她用自己的身体成为了我们学习和实践的材料。当我踏进解剖室时，那光滑的不锈钢台面下的每一寸肌肉、每一滴汗水都在无言地述说着一段故事。他们曾是普通的人，但在她的身上，却闪耀着一种不同寻常的光芒。大体老师们用自己的身体，为我们展示了生命的奇迹，也给我们上了一堂深刻的人生课程。在这样的教室里，我既感到震撼，又充满敬畏。因为我知道，这些身体，背后有着太多太多的故事和泪水。

正如佛教大悲咒所言，“娑婆诃”，一切众生皆有佛性。这位伟大的老师，用他的行动诠释了这句话的真正含义。他的牺牲和奉献，不仅是对我们学生的一份爱，更是对所有众生的慈悲。

同时，我们也深知医学教育中的困难和挑战。我也希望提醒同行医学人士，要不忘初心，要始终以患者为中心，保持同理心。我们要化无用为大用，为社会做出更多的贡献。如佛教所说：“以利他为本，自利次之。”只有将利他放在第一位，我们才能真正成就自我。。爱因斯坦也曾经说过：“我的生命，不管内在或是外在，都是以他人（包括活着的和逝去的）努力的成果为基础。所以我必须尽力奉献自己，希望能以同等的贡献，来回报长久以来从他人身上所获得的一切。”

在此，我想向这位伟大的老师表达我最深切的感激之情。我会将他的精神传承下去，用实际行动回报社会，为他而生，为医学而行，为众生造福，为世界带来更多的光明。

Liew Chao Jie 刘潮劼 (UM_MIA180046)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Completing the Silent Mentor Program was an incredibly humbling and eye-opening experience for me. I had the opportunity to learn from the selfless gift of individuals who had donated their bodies to medical education and research, and it was a privilege to be a part of this remarkable program.

One of the most important lessons I learned during this program was the importance of compassion and empathy in medicine. It was easy to get caught up in the technical details of anatomy and physiology, but at the core of the Silent Mentor Program was a deep respect and appreciation for the individuals who had donated their bodies to help us learn.

I was struck by the thoughtfulness and generosity of the silent mentors and their families, who had made the difficult decision to donate their remains for the benefit of others. It made me realize the importance of treating each patient with compassion and respect, and to always remember that there is a human being behind every medical case.

Another important lesson I learned was the value of teamwork and collaboration in medicine. Throughout the program, I had the opportunity to work with other medical professionals and students from my batchmates. We shared our knowledge and experiences and worked together to develop a deeper understanding of the human body and its functions. Besides, we also get to learn different medical procedures such as intubation, suturing, chest tube insertion, urinary catheter insertion, administration of drug in chemo port, tibial plating and Pfannenstiel incision.

Finally, completing the Silent Mentor Program reinforced my commitment to lifelong learning and professional development. The program showed me that there is always more to learn, and that even the most experienced medical professionals can benefit from continuing education and training.

In conclusion, completing the Silent Mentor Program was a truly transformative experience for me. It helped me develop a deeper understanding of the human body and its functions, and reinforced the importance of compassion, empathy, teamwork, and lifelong learning in medicine. I am grateful for the opportunity to learn from the silent mentors and their families, and I will carry their lessons and legacies with me throughout my career.

Puvaanan A/L Periyasamy Mohan (UM_MIA180101)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I am extremely grateful for this opportunity given by the Silent Mentor Program. This is truly a unique and valuable initiative that provides medical students the opportunity to learn from the bodies of mentors who have selflessly donated their bodies to medical education. This program has taught and trained us skills that we have learnt theoretically only and would not be able to practice physically during medical school. After the program, I realized there was a vast difference between theoretical imagination and real-life hands-on experience. I had a deeper understanding of the anatomy and physiology taught in lectures previously and thus improve my diagnostic ability and clinical skills. The lecturers that taught us the anatomy and procedural skills were very knowledgeable, kind and patient and I would like to thank them for willing to volunteer in this program. This program has also made a huge impact and made me reaffirm the importance of treating our silent mentors with dignity and respect, ensuring that they are handled with care and sensitivity. This experience has fostered a greater appreciation of the human body and the importance of treating patients with empathy and respect.

Loh Hui Jee 罗慧琪 (UM_MIA170057)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

I am honored that I was able to participate in the 34th Silent Mentor Program which was an experience of a lifetime to me. This program taught me things my medical textbook did not such as the compassion, kindness, selflessness and sacrifice. All this while, we could only read or watch YouTube videos on how certain procedures are done which is nothing compared to actually performing them. The two main station that caught my attention the most was intubation and chest tube insertion as these procedures are so complex and vital to be done correctly and as quick as possible to save a patient’s life. Without this program and our selfless silent mentors, I would be performing these living saving procedures for the first time on a real patient not knowing if what I am doing is right or wrong. The thought of that is very scary! The doctors that conducted the workshop were very well equipped with the knowledge and was able to guide us step by step. This workshop also motivated me to work on my procedures skills so that I will be a better doctor in the future. Besides that, I really like how every morning we had to clean and prepare our silent mentors. Doing this every day, makes me feel very close to my mentor. Even though I did not know her very well, sending her off on her final journey was very difficult. I am very thankful for this opportunity and very grateful to my silent mentors. I will always remember and carry with me what I’ve learnt from this program both knowledge and spiritually for the rest of my life.

Roovam A/P Balasubramaniam (UM_MIA180107)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

No experience in my (almost) 5 years of degree has ever come close to what I have experienced in the past week. I was given the opportunity to perform procedures first-hand and I know, nothing beats learning than seeing them outside of textbooks and performing them; as experience is something you can’t simply forget. This was my first time ever joining a program like this and it has been a humbling experience to say the least; that one minute of silent prayer that we do every time before we get to cleaning our mentors served as a reminder that our mentors were someone’s mother, someone’s brother, someone’s daughter.

To be able to contribute and entrust their bodies in our care even after their deaths is not something everyone can do. And for that, we express our utmost gratitude to all of our Silent Mentors and their family and friends. Just know that there was so much more that we’ve learned throughout this workshop than just acquiring surgical skills. Through our Silent Mentors, I’ve learned respect, compassion, empathy, and love. Through them, I’ve learned to see patients beyond their diseases, to see them as an individual who has a life outside of the consultation rooms and not just another case from a textbook. They may be silent but their silence spoke the loudest.

I dare to make a promise; to promise that I will try my very best to apply the values that I’ve gained from this experience to become good doctors and I will make my Silent Mentor proud.

Iman Bamadhaj Binti Omar (UM_MIA180032)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to join this Silent Mentor Program. At first, due to the intense competition with others to participate in this program, I decided to leave it to fate whether I get to join this program. At that moment, I did not feel any regret if I were not able to join this program, however, now I feel very lucky and very grateful that I was able to join it in my final year. Silent Mentor really opened my eyes in so many ways that no textbook can ever do. Clinical skills were taught by the doctors do helps me implementing what I learn from my textbook, but important qualities like empathy and passion are priceless lessons gained for my journey as future medical practitioner. Thank you again for introducing me to this program. Last but not least, thank you to our Silent Mentor Madam Chan who sacrificed a lot to teach us medical students even if we never met face to face previously.

Siti Sholihah Binti Azmi (UM_MIA180116)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023

It was definitely an experience I cannot forget. Apart from learning to do procedures on the mentors, I learnt the importance of respect. From handling the mentors as we received them at the Silent Mentor Centre to participating in the confining ceremony, we were taught to handle our mentors with utmost care. These lessons are very valuable as we learned it through experience we gained from this program. Our mentors are no strangers as they have become a part of our lives. Bits and pieces of their lives will forever embed in our memories until the end of time. They have left a massive impact in our lives as well as the medical field. Thank you, mentors!

Myasara Binti Mohd Riza (UM_MIA180066)

34th Silent Mentor Workshop • 21-26 Feb 2023